To Seamus, with love,
I miss you so much. It's becoming increasingly weird not seeing everyone at Hogwarts. I am writing this even though I know that I will not be able to send the letter if I want to keep you safe. But it might be the only thing keeping me sane so I will write it anyway and just deliver it in person if I make it or put it in my will so that you can still read them even if I am gone. Maybe it will bring you joy to know that while I ran I was thinking of you. That it hurt to not be able to tell you where I was this whole time. To not be able to see you everyday. Now I am stuck running. Missing Hogwarts and all the people in it. And the food. Who knew that I would miss the Pumpkin Juice and Roast Beef? It seems silly that that is what I am thinking of at a time like this, while I am running because I have no proof of wizard heritage, while I have no knowledge of whether all of my friends are safe. Having no idea when all of this will be over. When I will be able to see you again. And Neville, Hermione, Lavender, Parvati, Harry, Ron, and Ginny. Hell, I even miss Snape! I would gladly trade getting bullied by Draco for the rest of my life if it meant that I could be back at Hogwarts with you. I sound silly saying that, don't I? But I've been thinking and realized how much of an idiot I have been. I never realized what I had while I had it. Never realized how many people I had to care for me and who I cared for because I was too busy focusing on the Slytherins bullying us and Snape being unfair and biased. Now there is a large chance that I will not make it back, and I am stuck thinking about all the things I didn't say. Of all the times I wasted what was good because I was hung up on what was not. So, when you find these letters or when I give them to you, I just want you to know that you are an amazing friend. I want you to know that I will miss you deeply until I see you. I want you to know that you were always there for me even when I pushed everyone away. I miss you so much.
With much love,
Dean Thomas
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Unsent Letters-Deamus
FanfictionThis was a book I started a couple of years ago, meaning several of the letters that in here were written long ago and might not be that great, especially as I have not proofread them at all. This story is following an idea that I had of Dean Thomas...
