YOU ARE STILL THE ONE

CHAPTER-14

The next day went as boring as I though t it would be as Mia skipped college for some paper work she had at the passport office. Aman was absent too, maybe sorting out the issue. Now it didnt matter if Naira was there or not. She had built a bitchy attitude and had some drastic changes done to herself. She had stopped visiting Ma and Pa, had made a bunch of new friends, avoided me during breaks, started taking the bus instead of waiting for me, etc., etc. I did try to make up for all that I think is my fault but she showed her attitude and I couldn't help but let my ego in between. Maybe not everyone is meant to be with you forever. And like it is said, everyone changes, some with time and some with people.

I attended the first three lectures and took a half day leave form the matron and headed over to Mia's. There were so many things I wanted to tell her, about the whole yesterday's goddamn drama. I met her family for the first time. A jaunty dad, a skimpy and mushy mom - that's where the height genes come from - and 2 little flaky brothers. I was welcomed in an enthusiastic manner. Her house was really cute with dainty decors. 

"Are you freakin' serious?? Bro that bitch showed up at your house? Daym! I cannot believe her guts." Mia freaked out as I filled her up with the drama. 

"I hope it's a new day tomorrow, Aman made sure he would clear it all." I sighed.

I was about to head home when aunty barged into the room which is common for brown parents - they dont respect privacy - and insisted a lot to stay for lunch. The moment I slid into a chair I was served an enormous platter of food. Eggs, piles of fried potatoes, thick carrot soup, lamb chops and rice with chicken gravy. On went a pile of questions about what my dad does, how many siblings and stuff. 

I headed home after lunch and dialed Aman.

"So? What happened today?" I asked, kind of interested.

"She had come with her brothers and started yelling and chiding about how I ditched her and non-sense. My parents told her that we would run a DNA test and if the results were in her favor I would have to take up her responsibility. She freaked out after this and went back. Guess what!? She left the college as well." He said and started laughing.

I couldn't help but laugh too. A sigh of relief swept over me. Finally I could have a normal happy relationship with the love of my life. 

"Babe I wanna meet you." He said.

"After yesterdays drama there's awkwardness in here, I dont think so Pa or Ma are gonna let me go out without any reason now."

"I miss your plump lips." He said as I left out a chuckle.

"What a flirt, anyways talk to you at night I need to cover some of my work." 

I completed my absent work and had to clean my closets and rearrange my lipsticks collection. Then went through some Archie comics and watched an episode of "Pyar lafzon mein kahan" and didnt realize when I dozed off.

I had slept on the couch without a blanket and woke up to the coldness in my feet. It was 11:30 PM. I went downstairs to see all the lights turned off and everyone in their rooms fast asleep. I wondered why no one called me for dinner, I wasn't hungry anyways. My phone rang as the screen showed Aman's name.

"Hey! Didn't sleep yet?" I asked.

"So soon? I sleep at 3-4 AM honey. What you doing?"

"Nothing, just sitting."

"I wish I could be with you right now." He said and I missed him too.

"Why dont you sneak in?" I joked.

"Are you serious?"

"Hell no, I ain't that courageous."

"Ana, you can do it, all you need to do is unlock the door really softly, it wont be so tough." He said.

I didnt have the guts to let a boy sneak in while my parents were asleep. As I said earlier, every wrong step felt right in his case and after not more than 15 mins we were in my bed cuddling.

He dipped down his head and mashed his lips with mine. I was shocked, his lips were moving briskly on mine. I kissed him back matching his speed, his hand traveled on my back holding me firm in place and the other hand clutching my free hair. I Circled my hands around his neck in an instance. Our lips were moving together wild and fast, I had never felt anything similar before. He nibbled on my lower lip as a small moan escaped from me, which only encouraged him more. His hand was now moving on my entire back. My hands moving in his hair pulling him more towards me. I could feel his hands roaming on my ass. He squeezed my butt cheeks, a gasp left my lips and he slid his tongue in my mouth taking the opportunity. His tongue moved to every corner, back and forth exploring my entire mouth. I sucked his tongue, kissing him more if that was possible. We finally pulled back gasping and panting for air. My eyes were shut and my head hung low. I could hear him breathing.

I had never had such an experience ever in my life. It was very foreign to me, and I wanted more. I lifted my head to see him already watching me. My eyes met something in his eyes that told he wanted the same. And he didn't require any words as he bent down claiming my lips again with his, this time his hands ran down my ass and he picked me up in a swift, I wrapped my legs around his torso, circling my hands around his neck and fingers in his hair. Our lips moving in sync again, he pushed me against the wall, his hands still holding me and mine pulling him closer. His lips left my mouth as he started kissing my jaw, slowly traveling down my face towards my neck. I moved my head back to give him more area. He kissed my neck, sucking and nibbling on places. One of his hands was holding me and the other was moving on my neck from my hair. His fingers were grazing my cleavage slowly as my breath shook, he sucked and bit on a certain spot which had me curling my toes, "A-amaan" a loud moan left my mouth as be squeezed one of my boobs in his hands and slowly pinching my nipple through the material of my clothes. And this torture repeated long. It was a chain of moans,his name and some profanities I was blurting out. I am sure he definitely left a number of marks on me. He tried to unbutton my satin shirt as I pushed his hands slightly signalling him to stop. Although he didnt', he tried unbuttoning my shirt. I wanted to take things slow, I wanted my first time to be really special, but he was too hormonal to stop. His soft lips nibbled on my ears and I knew I was loosing my control.

"A..aman..it's enough for today...aamm...stop."

"Babeee....you wont regret it I swear, please let me do this to you." He pleaded.

I was freaking sure as hell I wasn't ready to loose my virginity.

"No..no..not so soon."

That's when he did something horrific, he started kissing me wildly and tried sliding down my pants. I asked him to stop several times, moved his hands away from my body but he was too strong to even budge. His hands travelled inside my shirt . I couldn't take it anymore, I took all my strength and pushed him back and just in reflex I had to slap him. Both of us were in a shock, I couldn't have helped that action, it just happened unintentionally.

"Aman you need to leave, now!" I said getting out of bed.

Without uttering a single word, I walked him out through the door and in a haste forgot to check all the locks of the door.

"Am sorry, am such a dick I shouldn't have forced you, am sorry Ana please forgive me." A message popped from him.

"I'll talk to you in the morning, bye." I replied and laid down.

I was scared, I felt like I didnt know Aman completely, that theres a part of him still unknown to me. What if he was just trying to use me. What if Mia's thinking turns out to be true. I was legit shivering. I plugged in my earphones and fell asleep listening to some soothing lofi album.

A/N: I hope you guys liked this chapter and do let me know what do you think about this weird behavior of Aman.