I Can't Love You! {MIKA fan fiction}

Chapter 26-Vanessa?

Sasha P.O.V

I started to walk down the hallway after practice

"God damn josh always messing me up on my beat...ugh if I just had the chance I would...."

Then I saw Vanessa out in the hallway...crying

"Vanessa? Are you okay? What's wrong?"

I looked at her,as she buried her face in her hands

"Yeah! Of course it's just that I....got dust bunnies in my eyes that's all"

Isn't that the biggest lie in this world..dust in both of your eyes...really.. you just a dust magnet aren't you

She wiped her face off with her hands and straighten out her voice

"Sasha? Do you think maybe I could stay over in your a apartment tonight?"

"My apartment? But why? You got a perfectly good home with Mika....or did something happen with Mika?"

"No it's just....we haven't had a girls night in forever and..I just thought we could have one tonight?" She try to say in a cheerful tone

"We'll of course gurl why didn't you just say so! I would love to have you over!"

"Oh thanks Sasha really"

"No problem fam"

"So I'll be over after work...will actually can you give me a ride?"

"Me give you a ride?...but you have a car?"

"I know it's just...please"

"Mm okay fine but I got to go murder..i mean PRACTICE with josh in the band room with the others. So see you after work?"

"Yeah I promise"

"Okay will my car is parked off to the side of the studio okay"

"Got it"

" are your sure your alright?"

"Yeah I'm perfectly fine"

"Mmm we'll I got to go so I guess I'll see you later then...dunce"

"Ok bye"

I walked away down the hall to the band room.

What is with this girl? She's acting all jumpy like she saw Casper the ghost or somethin'. I wonder if she's all right?...she did look sad..I tried to help but...no she just gotta be uptight. What did Rick and her talk about anyways?

Vanessa P.O.V
After running into Sasha I rushed to the bathroom wiping tears from face.

I guess this is the part in a movie were everything just collapses....except this wasn't a movie...this was reality. I was so stupid to think this was actually going to work! I mean eventually someone was going to find out.

I walked over to the wall mirror.

I just have to accept it and move on.

Your going to be okay....with each word my vision got blurry

It's going to be fine....my cheeks got damp

"STOP CRYING YOUR FINE!" I yelled then I just bursted out pain

I looked at the floor....watching each tear drop just crash to the down.

I crawled up in a corner and sat there with my head in my arms.

I felt empty inside...what once started off as my best desire has became my worst fear.

I don't know what to do now...