My love: Slenderman X reader

The letter

Dear Lilith,

Forgive me for what I did, for what we did. The moment I ended it was cause it hurt me. It hurt me the fact that I somehow took your happiness. It hurt me knowing that my father took your mother from you. I left guilty, somehow. I thought that being on a break would help you, and I was wrong. When I got that picture I was heartbroken, however, I thought to myself... My dad took her mother, I am related to the murder of her mother, I left her, she hates me and maybe wants to move on. It hurt me however I was willing to let you go, but when Jess told us you were gonna move I was.... there were no words to describe the pain. I could accept you being with another man, cause he would make you happy. However, I could never accept being far from you again. I tried to see, find, and call you so many times, but couldn't. When I heard about what Levi Marco did to you I was furious. I was enraged knowing that someone took advantage of you. I was enraged knowing you were violated, and it hurt me. If it hurt me I can't even imagine how you felt. Lilith if I could return time and NEVER leave you I would do so. It was my fault. This all started at the moment I broke up with you. If I haven't left you, you would have left, nor would that have happened to you. I don't know if you will ever forgive me, or if you will even read this letter, however, just so you know I love you. I will always love you, and you will always be the first woman I ever love, each second, minute, hour, day, night I will think of you. There will never be any woman who can ever replace you. I don't know if you will ever forgive me, and if you don't I won't judge, but I love you, Lilith.

                                                                                                                                               -Sincerely, Slenderman