But I still want You | Sumji FF | [SLOW UPDATES]

Chapter 11

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When she slowly removed her hand, Yoongi didn't know what overcame him, but he turned around, embracing her, holding tight onto her.

"I've missed you..."

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Yewon halts and her eyes widen.

What just happened? Is he serious?

Tears are welling up in her eyes and because Yoongi doesn't get any reaction from her, he lets go. Somehow he feels guilty and wrong for doing this. What was he thinking?

"I'm sor...."

"Don't!" she interrupts him before he could even finish.

"Don't be...because I feel the same..." Yewon caresses his face and sees how his lips are shivering, holding back his emotions. His hands are slowly finding their way to her cheeks, which immediately get tinted pink. She leans into his palm and watches a tear rolling down his face.

"I wish I could see your face..." he whispers and this statement brings Yewon back to reality. He is blind and she is the one who caused his blindness...she doesn't deserve to be with him, to receive his love again. This is wrong. She pushes him away and holds herself to keep the rest of strength she still got in her.

"I'm sorry...we can't be together. Bye..."

"What?" Before she could run out, he was quick enough to grab her hand.

"Yewon, wait. Is that really what you want?"
He wishes that this is just a lie.
'I don't want to let you slip away from me again...'

"I just can't...I did...it's my..." she cries.

"Then...I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable..." Yoongi loosens his grip, letting go eventually, but Yewon doesn't try to run away. She is unable to move and just stands there as tears are coming out of her eyes.

"Yewon, listen to me. It is not your fault and I've already told you that. I could've never forgiven myself if you were the one to fall..." his voice gets quieter, "because at the end of the day I still care about you..." Yoongi puts her head on his chest. She can hear his heartbeat and feel him holding her tightly, as if he fears that she is going to run away again.

"Do you mean it?"

"I do...I thought I could hate you, even forget you...but somehow you still creeped into my mind, making me miss you. Missing you so bad... I can't believe I'm telling you all of this..."

Yoongi then notices how she moves and suddenly he feels a soft touch on his lips. After that Yewon hides her face in his chest embarrassedly and a smile appears on his face.

"Would you stay with me for the rest of the day or do you have work to do?"

"I still have work. I have to contact my lawyer to handle the business yesterday, but I can come over afterwards?"

"Ok..." he sounds like a sad puppy, which makes her giggle a bit.

"Don't guilt trip me like that!"

"Did I do that?"

"Yes, you did! But I really have to go now. Wait for me...?"

"I will."

It sounds like a neverending promise.

Yoongi smiles again as she hugs him quickly, before she leaves. And the moment the door closes he breathes out soundly. His heartrate is still high and he still can't believe what just happened. He was the one constantly pushing her away, how come he is the one almost begging her to come back?