After her, its been a long time since she's felt this way...
Since she's felt so alone, she's feeling that same sense of loneliness that she felt when she left...
And now he's leaving, the same dreams, the same feeling of her being at fault when she died...
The guilt slowly crawls its way up her insides, a fire slowly being lit leaving behind a trail of destruction in its path,
he compared her pale skin to ash and to ash was she slowly reduced...The flames licking her up from the inside, the voices whispering those thoughts, its cold she said but the voices whispered back, its okay...
We'll keep you warm...Inferno beckons her, And without a fear in her eyes, she slowly walked towards them, hypnotized, eyes so soulless and lost...
No sense of direction, she followed the trail of fire and got sucked up into the wild flames...
Those beautiful eyes beckoned her to it, slowly and carefully taking her away from him...
Those nightmares served a purpose, its her fault, she deserved it, now she must burn...
With tears in her eyes, she begged them to let her stay, they slowly made her numb and cold...
So fucking cold, just like a corpse...
After all, they're ripping her soul apart from her body, each time she relapses a part of her spills that beautiful crimson red... They lick it up and comfort her in the darkness...Its no wonder she's always sucked into the darkness in her nightmares, its the very reason why they said she can't escape in her dreams...
And so she turns to them... She's alone, all over again...
He's leaving, he wants her to abandon him but how could she when he's the only one beside him who managed to turn it back on for her...
And now she's been pulled in, they're sucking her into the darkness because into the darkness she goes to lose herself, for it is the only one who understands her...
The darkness strokes her soul, caresses her cheeks and comforts her...
She's home again and it breaks her soul...
Aah, how she fought to escape and here she is again...
There's no escape this time... She's caving in...
And no one can stop her, not the pills, not the promises and nor can he...
Home...
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