I Didn't Ask For This

Not going back

Flairs POV
We drove in silence the tension in the air so thick you could cut it with a knife. Thinking about that I began to try to actually cut the tension with my finger.

"What are you doing" josh asked looking at me with a confused face.

"N-nothing" I stammer. Feeling the blush creep up my neck into my cheeks. Deciding I didn't want to embarrass myself further I looked out the window. 'Where are we going?' I wondered to myself. Suddenly a large house surrounded by small cabins came into view. "I want to go home." I said making sure he heard me.

"This is your home now" he said in a gruff voice. Grabbing his wallet and coming around to open my door I stepped out. "Which ones yours?"

Pointing to a large two story cabin. " I'd rather not live in the house till my parents step down. That way we have the house to ourselfs for the most part." Picking me up bridal style (despite my protest) he brought me into what would be my new home.

I gasp. Taking in the little cabin. It had a matching leather couch and recliner set with a black carpet underneath. There were pictures of what I assumed was his family. Taking me upstairs he set me on what I could tell was his-our bed. His scent lingering there.

Setting everything down he kicked off his shoes and changed into some fresh boxers with his back turned to me. I knew I shouldn't be staring but he seemed to make everything he did and touched look beautiful. Squeezing the little bit of fat that I had I began to wonder if he could make me look beautiful too. If maybe this wasn't such a bad thing. Feeling his gaze on me I began to feel uncomfortable.

"Are you hungry" he asked. I shook my head no. "You need to eat" he came over getting on his knees so he could meet my eyes. "Your so beautiful there is no reason you shouldn't eat when I know your hungry" . He finished with tears pricking his eyes.

I stared with my mouth hanging open a bit. He took that as his chance to kiss me. Feeling the tingles spread throughout my body I began to kiss him back. What started soft and tender turned into something hot and fierce. He slowly pushed me onto the bed. Wanting more I pulled at his hair. Letting out a growl he began kissing down my neck. He nibbled on the spot his mark would go. Letting out a moan I decided to take control. Flipping us over so I was on top I ran my hands down his chest and kissed him again. I made my way to his neck nibbling softly on his earlobe, making my way down to where my mark would lay.

"I want to mark you so bad" he said huskily in my ear. Thinking about it I realized this was my chance to start fresh with someone who would always love me.

"What's stopping you" I said with a teasing tone. Giving home a seductive smile I kissed him again. He growled and flipped us back over. He began biting my neck. I loved the feeling. Taking off his shirt I looked at him. This is what I want I thought to myself. He began taking off my shirt and before I could cover myself he had me pinned down.

"Your so sexy" he said with lust in his eyes. Taking off my jeans I felt his member touch my thigh. I felt him scrape my neck. Looking back at me "you sure" nodding my head eagerly bit down. I didn't make a sound as pain coursed through my body. Suddenly a pleasure I had never felt before started coursing through me. Moaning I felt him lick it so it would heal. I began kissing down his neck again till I reached where I wanted to mark him and bit down. He let out a loud moan moments later.

I began to feel a heat within me. He began to position himself I front of my entrance. As if thinking twice he went down on me. Letting out a soft moan I twined my fingers in his hair pulling as I came. He came back up and kissed me I smiled knowing I tasted myself on his mouth. Looking back at me he positioned himself again slowly entering. I felt a small pain as he began going faster and faster. He thrust his full length into me hitting my g-spot. With a loud moan I left scratches on his back. Right after I came again he did too. Falling on the bed beside me he grabbed me and cuddled up. I felt my eyes get droopy.
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Hai sorry I know it seems kinda fast but bear with me now
-Kris