Our Sorrow Will End Here

Chapter 12

DREAM

Lili's POV

I was in a dark room.

Endless darkness enveloped my whole vision.

Then I heard someone.

"To tell you the truth, when you were gone that day, there's no wedding. Jennie ditched Kai at the day of their wedding day". I heard someone with a deep voice.

It gives me chills down my spine but what it said made me think.

"What do you mean? I left with a damn invitation card. They were supposed to get married that day". I said in disbelief.

Everything's in a mess.

That explain everything. That's the reason why there's no wedding ring, there's no love at all.

"Why? All this time I poured all my anger to him. All this time, all I did was to treat him the opposite of he was treating me. All he did is to make everything fine between me and him but I couldn't believe anything he said. I couldn't believe anything because all I could think is her".

"I just did it because I'm afraid to let you go. I was so afraid that day because you left without a word, who weren't supposed to be scared. I'm really scared that day because I thought I won't see you again. It was the biggest decision I've made".

I was talking to myself when I heard Jennie's voice. She was responding to what I said but I couldn't see where she is.

"And that decision made everything complicated. You're scared? Your feelings are valid but it wasn't enough for you to hurt someone else". I talked back even though I can't see her.

I just stood there, talking to the darkness.

"You were also hurting back then. You're in too much pain too". She yelled that echoed.

"And that's fine. It's fine. I am fine as long as I don't hurt people. You chooses him, he genuinely loves you and guess what? You ran away at the day of your wedding day. Now tell me? Tell me who really was badly hurt that day? Who's expecting someone to attend their wedding? It's him, it's him who didn't do anything but to love you and to be with you but you chooses to follow me". I yelled clenching my fist.

"But that's what you wanted. You want me to follow you". She shouts back.

Her voice seems like she's just near.

"I didn't. For Pete's sake, I don't want anyone to follow me that day. I didn't tell anyone I was going anywhere, and that's the reason why I didn't tell anyone because I don't want anyone to follow me". I yelled again letting out all my anger.

"She was supposed to attend that wedding that day but she chooses to follow you instead". Again the unfamiliar voice said.

"HOPE NOT".

AGAIN.

For the nth time, this dream popped up again.

Everything went back to normal as I opened my eyes, the dark room became bright. There's no shadow of jennie. There's no third point of view's trace.

Guess this all just a dream, no! this is a damn nightmare.

I hope not. I hope not Jen.

I gently got up from my bed, scared that I might wake my daughter.

I slowly went down the stairs not to wake up everybody who's already sound asleep.

What the hell was that?