Our Sorrow Will End Here

CHAPTER 1

Reminiscing

Lili's POV

I couldn't help but to be thankful for everything, from before up until now.

I've been living in darkness in a decade now. Everyone thinks that being an idol is a thing that we should be thankful but little did they know that being an idol is not easy.

Once you entered in this kind of industry, your freedom will be taken away from you.

It's like entering and risking your life to live in the dark.

Yes! The spotlight is ours, it was centered to us but that spotlight isn't enough to brighten up the darkness.

In order for me to pursue what I love to do is to enter K-pop industry.

It's stressful yet beautiful journey. It was stressful since it's hard being a trainee but once you passed you can feel the happiness.

A happiness that you would never expected to be that joyful.

Without me entering this kind of industry, I shouldn't have been met those three special person.

Those person who became my wall.

A wall that always protect me from sorrow.

I really want to be a photographer but what I achieved was more beyond my dream.

I experienced a lot of things. From being powerless to being powerful.

I lived in the dark during my journey as an idol but JenChuChaeng was there to be my starlight.

A starlight who makes my life so bright.

I can't help but to reminisce all the memories, all the struggles I have been through while looking at our picture as an OT4.

"Who are they?". A cute lady asked me while pointing at the picture I was holding.

A picture taken when we are filming Stay's Music Video.

"They are The BLACKPINK". I answered her and softly poke her fluffy cheeks.

"Look, it's you". She said softly while pointing at my figure at the picture.

"That's right love. That's me". I smiled and looked at her.

She's very transparent to the point that I can even read what's going on inside her head.

She's very curious at the moment.

"Who are they?". She can't stop fidgeting her fingers into one another. She always does that when everytime she can't hold her curiosity anymore.

"They are the Love of My Life". I said not wanting to spill the tea.

"She looks cute. She looks like a squirrel. Her cheeks looks like a chipmunk's cheek". She giggled as she pointed at rosé.

"Her name is Park Chaeyoung. And yes love, we call her CHIPMUNKSÈ. She loves food. She loves eating and eating, but you know what? She has the slimmest waist among us". I smiled genuinely as rosé's image popped up at the back of my head.

"I want to meet her someday. I want to squeeze her cheeks". She laughed cutely as she gestured at the air on how to squeeze someone or something.

"Amazing. That lady has a heart shaped lips. She also looks like a great person". This time she pointed her cute index finger at Jisoo's picture.

"Oh! She really is. She's a great person. Her name is Kim Jisoo, we also call her Jichu. She's the unnie among us. But she acts like she's the youngest. That person is a chicken maniac. She can eat chicken non-stop". I laughed my ass off as I remember all my memories with Jisoo.