Our Sorrow Will End Here

Chapter 14

REASONS OF EVERYTHING

LILI'S POV

A minute feels like a damn hour.

I will wait.

I've waited.

Thirty minutes had passed, Rosie and jisoonie's already here while the person I was waiting wasn't still here.

"How did Kai get her?". Chaeng kept asking.

I, myself doesn't even know the answer.

"Let's just wait them and hear them explain. Relax yourself Lisa". Jisoo said.

"I am relaxed". I casually said. I am relaxed with boiling blood.

Who do they think they are to touch my daughter.

I texted Bam Bam to fetch Amara.

They've arrived along with the arrival of Jennie and Amara.

They still haven't gotten into our spot when I rapidly went to my daughter.

"Are you okay baby?". I asked as I knelt down to check her.

"I'm fine mommy". She said and smiled but still I scanned her whole and saw a bandage in her ring finger.

My brows farrowed.

"What happened to this baby?". I asked calming my system.

"We went to a doctor mommy and I didn't cried. I'm not afraid of needless anymore". She proudly said with full of happiness in her eyes.

"I know love. You are tough and I am proud. Do you mind to go with your uncle Bam Bam?". I'll swear to let them pay for what they did.

Amara nodded, approving to go with Bam Bam.

"Bam, take her to our house. I'll meet you later". He really did what I told him to do without any hesitations or any questions. Gladly he was there throughout the years that I really needed him.

"What do you think you've done?". I asked facing Jennie when my daughter's already gone.

"What do you think you've done too? You've been lying to us for the past years". She argued refusing to answer my question.

"What do you mean? Jen, you took my daughter without our permission. We were worried sick and you even didn't bother to tell us that you took her? And worst, you let her be with Kai?". I can't help but to let out my anger.

"If there's one person who should be angry now, I should be that one. You didn't tell us that you were the one who bought blackpink house, you were lying to us". So she knew all along.

"Right! Fine! Then let's bring it all up. Let's clear it all up. That's right, I was the one who bought that house. Why? Because you sell it without our permission Jen. You decide on your own as if that house didn't matter to us. I bought it because that house is the most important thing to us, or maybe to me, Jisoo unnie and Rosie. It doesn't even matter to you that's why you sold it that easily". I angrily said. "Now, it's time for you to answer my question. Why did you took her? Explain the bandage in her finger".

We were arguing but the two were just silent.

"Where did you get her?". Right, try to ignore my words.

"That sounds so wrong. Where did I get her? I didn't get her just anywhere, I found her. Why the fvck is that even bother you?". I can't understand. I never will.

"Amara's my daughter. My long lost daughter is Amara. Why did I took her? It's because I want to confirm something. And the bandage in her finger? I draw blood on her to test our DNA". She stared at me coldly.

My fist clenched.

"Kim Jennie!!". Rosie yelled that made us turned our gaze on her. "What is wrong with you? Why did you do that?".

"Didn't you heard me chaeng, her daughter is my daughter". She also yelled at chaeng.

"You took what?" My mind is now black.

"You took my daughter's DNA without my permission? Without her mother's consent? What rights do you think you have to decide on my behalf?" I am furious.

"Jen , it was my daughter whom we are talking about. You knew how sensitive I am when it comes to her but what? You took her DNA?"

"I am also her mother. I don't need anyone's permission". She said while tears slowly gliding down her cheeks.

"Her mother? All those years, how could you say that? Jen,  I found that innocent kid in a pile of garbages, lying in a cold and busy street, she was almost covering with her own blood. She was even barely living when I found her and now, you're telling me you don't need anyone's permission because you're also her mother?" Her past, the painful past that we tried to hide is now known by them. " Jen, she was just a new born baby that time, how could you lost her? How could you lost someone who can't even walk nor talk? Don't give me stupid excuses, losing her when she was a baby just clearly show how irresponsible you guys were as her parents". I cried, it's hard for me to do this but it's all I can do.

Everyone's crying. The four of us cried our heart out about the things I've revealed.

"You've just made everything complicated.
I've let you be with her because I understand your situation but it was a huge mistake. You were the one who never understand me in the first place. Now, face the consequences of your actions. You'll never see nor touch my daughter again". You've crossed the line.

"Lisa please don't do this. She wasn't the one who lost her, Kai did. Please let her be with her daughter". Rosie begged.

"If she didn't act recklessly, I would have given her the chance. But what she did is beyond unreasonable". Sorry chaeng.

"I knew everything". Jisoo unnie spoke. "Lisa buying that house, Jennie's daughter was literally Amara. And I'm sorry for telling things already late". We all looked at her with disbelief.

"How?". Jen and I asked in unison.

"Lisa was totally transparent. The day we talked to YG, her expression showed it all. It was all evident in her words and action about you selling the house. And based on her the kid's features, I knew who her mother was, that's why I didn't asked Lisa where and how did she end up having her" . Jisoo revealed.

I was at lost of words. I was speechless.

"And that app, the app that the two of you have downloaded, I was the one who created that app. I created that just for fun but fortunately ended up for the two of you to talk to each other through the years". That app.

"Wait what?". I asked, so she also knew about that? "So, you knew who I am talking to?".

"I was the one you were talking to. I knew that it was you because I've decipher your username. You used an anagram that's why it was easy to tell who you really are. And I concluded something after our secrets and your stories. I am, I am the lady with the username of preciousthanrubies". I recalled every conversation we had.

Everything, from her stories, her secrets, her personalities and even the time that we were bound to meet but Jennie suddenly popped up.

I can't believe, I've fallen for the same person.

"Everything is just unbelievable for now. But let's not all jump to any conclusions and just live in the moment". Rosie said and caressed my shoulders.

That was it, the reasons of everything.

Reasons of why did she do that.

Reasons on why did I end up with Amara.

Reasons why everything just feel so surreal. The reason why I've felt so satisfied for the past years.

And the reasons why I must continue living like this.

And maybe the reason, why I will end up doing such decisions.