Fay.

2.

After some days I felt really horrible, even though I didn't expect enything great, I messaged Fay.

Ren: I'm sorry. I really feel like killing myself.
Fay: Why, what happened?

Should I tell her what was bothering me? My phone buzzes:

Fay: Listen... I'm here for you.

I sigh deeply, this was kind of bullshit but I still felt like this girl could mean a lot to me. A few minutes later I responded:

Ren: I wish that was true Fay...
Fay: But it is Ren.
Ren: My mom.. passed away a year ago, my dad is an alcocholist and my sister has sex with others for money... I'm getting abused. Is there anything you can do for me? Because I don't think so...

A few seconds of silence as I stared at the screen for a response.

Fay: I can hug you?

I scoffed as I read the words... This is ridicilous..

Ren: A virtual hug, yay :/
Fay: Who's talking about a virtual hug though?
Ren: Like if you will come to me for just a hug.
Fay: What if I do?
Ren: Why do you care?
Fay: Because... You remind me of someone.

This grabs my attention. Who do I remind her of? Is it good that I remind her of someone? And, if I remind her of a person... Does that mean that he, or she, is in the same situation as me?

I decide to leave this conversation, and think some things trough...