Fay.

7.

A few days later, after Fay did not respond, I try to send her another message.

Ren: Hey, how are you feeling?
Fay: Uhm.. I don't know.
Ren: What kind of answer is that?
Fay: I don't know...
Ren: You okay?

She says nothing, and I really start to worry about her...

Three days passed and as I open my kik I see I've got a message from Fay. She replies immediatly so our conversation starts.

Fay: Hey, I'm fine now.
Ren: That's good to hear...
Fay: Yeah. I'm sorry, that was the day my best friend killed himself...
Ren: I'm sorry, I didn't know.
Fay: Of course you didn't..
Ren: But how did you know that was the day?
Fay: That's when his mother... Messaged on every social media he had, that he passed away.
Fay: So she also messaged me.
Ren: Holy shit...
Ren: That's so screwed up.
Fay: I guess...
Ren: So, what did you tell her?
Fay: We chatted for a while... I told her everything I knew about him...
Fay: After she thanked me for helping him trough the hard times, we never spoke again...
Ren: I'm so sorry to hear this.
Fay: Yeah... So am I..

I try to think clear. To feel a bit sympathy for her. But as stupid as I am, I start pushing on only one subject again...

Ren: Will you now tell me what your sickness is?
Fay: You won't stop asking, will you?
Ren: Sorry, but no...
Fay: Cancer...
Ren: What? o.o
Fay: I have Cancer.
Fay: Lung Cancer to be precise...
Ren: I... Don't know what to say...
Fay: That's the reaction Adam had too...
Ren: Is that your  friends name?

She doesn't respond. I think I went to far... No, I deffiniatly did go to far. Damn it.

You fucked up again Ren...