Fay.

6.

Next day I try to message her, but she doesn't reply. I start thinking she might be mad at me, because of how stupidly I asked so much from her. I mean, it's like I pushed her to the pount where she just admitted she was in the hospital...

The next day I got a message back from Fay.

Ren: Why are you at the hospital?
Fay: I'm sick.
Ren: Is it serious?
Fay: Sort of.

"Sort of." Does deffiniatly not sound good to me...

Ren: What is it?
Fay: Does it matter?
Ren: I don't know...
Ren: I guess I'm just curious..
Fay: Okay.
Ren: So will you tell me?
Fay: Later, maybe.
Ren: Okay.

I'm still pushung her to tell me about herself. What if she doesn't want to talk about it... Why do I want to know everything..?

Ren: I wanted to thank you...
Fay: For what?
Ren: You're a kind of distraction from my depression (:
Fay: I'm... so glad to hear that (:
Ren: (:

That was the end of the conversation.

Though, the next day i couldn't stop my curiosity.

Ren: Hey... A day passed, do you think this is the 'later' you were talking about?
Fay: What?
Ren: What kind of sickness do you have?
Fay: Oh that... I don't know if I should tell you...
Ren: Why not?
Fay: Because it's getting worse since my last surgery...
Ren: Can I help somehow?
Fay: No, don't worry about it.

I have this kind of fear that somehow, I'll lose her one day. First, because I'm pushing her so hard to answer all my questions. But second, because I think her health is pretty screwed up...
I really want to help, but just don't know how and I don't even know I can help her...

Did that friend of her, feel the same way..?