JJ Maybank / Rudy Pankow - Imagines

DAD

TW: Mention of alcoholism and abuse
Angst

Y/N POV
It was 3 am I was sitting in my room, in the house my mum and I shared, reading a book when my phone started blowing up with messages.
From: JJ💕Maybank
Hey... are you still awake
If you are can I please come over
I just need to see you
Sorry you are probably asleep
Y/N:
Hey don't worry I'm awake come over tell me when you're at the door I'll come and get you
Is everything OK?
Read..

I was starting to get nervous, JJ and I have been dating for about two months but we've been best friends since middle school.
I always had a slight crush on him but when JJ hit puberty I fell hard and fast.
From: JJ💕Maybank
I'm here

As soon as i read that message I jumped up from my bed and made my way to the front door, my heart was beating faster than usual when I approached the door I was scared what I was going to see as soon as I opened the door.
There he was looking more broken than i have ever seen him before, we locked eyes and i could see the bruises and cuts over his face while also seeing the tears threatening to spill from his eyes.
A gasp left my lips as my hands covered my mouth „I—I-I'm sor-r-ry I didn't know where to go and i just wanted to see yo—o—ou" i couldn't stand seeing him in pain so I shut the door behind him and tightly embraced him in my arms.
His hands snuck around my waist as he cried onto my shoulder.
We stayed like this for awhile just him sobbing in my arms while i swayed him back and forth and ran my hands through his hair. „Come on let's get you to my room and clean your pretty face" i said cracking a little smile while walking him to my room. He sat on my bed while i quietly snuck into the bathroom so i wouldn't wake my mum although she loved JJ.
When i came back JJ had his head in his hands and was quietly sobbing I kneeled in front of him and took his hands awy from his face so i could cup it.
I started cleaning his wounds while he was starring at me the whole time, when i finished I threw the trash way and layed down with JJ he was sitting against my headboard just starring ahead.
„Hey... you wanna talk about it"
„Just the usual, came home later than normal and he flipped his shit on me and called me names" JJ explained it pained me that the person who is supposed to love him is being so cruel to him. I crawled towards JJ and sat on his lap „Come here" i said as i opened my arms for JJ to fall into „I'm so so so sorry JJ, I wish i could help you I just really wish there was something i could do to make everything better" i said with my voice cracking while stroked his back and rubbed his scalp. „You just being you is enough for me just tell me about something else" JJ said sniffling he buried his head in the crook of my neck planting a kiss on it.
„I could tell about how much mum annoyed me today,she was constantly asking where is JJ? When is JJ coming back again? Y/N i love your boyfriend"
I told him which caused a laugh from JJ i grabbed his face and smiled at him „There he is" i smiled which earned a confused look from JJ „Just missed your laugh and smile that's all" i told him truthfully his smile just got wider when i started leaning into him.
As soon as our lips met the all too familiar butterflies formed in my stomach while JJ and i kissed. It wasn't heated it was just something he needed to be reassured that I will always be with him an never leave.
I pulled away needing oxygen when I opened my eyes to see JJ already looking at me
„I love you" JJ suddenly said. I was shocked at first but when JJ tried to get up and leave probably thinking I wasn't going to say it back I immediately grabbed his shoulders and made him look at me „Hey,Hey,hey, don't leave Jay" i spoke softly
„I'm sorry I knew it was too early I—-" i shut his rambling up by firmly pressing my lips to his.
„I love you too, so so much" I whispered looking into his beautiful eyes he smiled and showered my face in kisses which caused me to giggle like a little girl.
After we were just lying in my bed facing each other and just enjoying the moment... This were the moments I will forever remember because just lying here with JJ just looking into his ocean eyes reminded me that he will always be MY person.

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