09 [I want to wait]

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Polaroid Love [니키]
09 [I want to wait]

Polaroid Love [니키]09 [I want to wait]

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"It's okay, you don't have to respond to it-"

"I like you too. Yeah I know it's kind of straightforward but, I at least wanted to tell you that before you'd leave me again," I said as I cut him off before he could even finish.

Ah how stupid Jihye, so stupid!

"Wait a moment, you're not joking, right?" Ni-ki asked as a smile started to form on his face.

"No, why? Not convincing?" I asked with a smile as he hugged me making me shocked.

"Ni-ki..." I said as he realized what he did.

"Oh, oh I'm sorry. I was just, uhm I was just happy," Ni-ki said as we both laughed then I suddenly stopped when I realized something. 

"But, you're getting married right? So I don't think this is right," I said while facing the photos I took earlier.

"Right, that's why I at least wanted to tell you so maybe.... you can wait? I don't want you to wait and I don't want you to get hurt and tired of waiting but I don't want to lose you neither-" he said but I cut him off by speaking.

You know, for you, I'd wait even if it takes a million years.

"I can wait Ni-ki don't worry. So if I get hurt that'll be my problem since I chose to wait, not yours. So yes Ni-ki, I'll wait for you," I said as he gave me a sad and fake smile.

"You know what, don't wait for me. I'd rather want you to be happy than to wait for me who can't even guarantee that I'll be back. So please, find the one who will love you better than I can," Ni-ki said as my smile dropped.

Ni-ki! I said I can wait why are you so stubborn!

"Ni-ki! I said I can!" I said as tears started to flow down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry. Let's go now, I'll walk you home," Ni-ki said as he got our of the ride, leaving me there.

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So hi, it's already morning. All of those happened last night. Today's Ni-ki's flight to Japan, he'll actually leave me for real this time.

I can't believe him. Did you know when we were kids he promised me that he'll be with me forever? He said he'll be by my said no matter who takes him or who takes me. He said he'll follow me and protect me, he said he'll never make me cry or hurt me. And now look at me, crying over him. How pathetic Jihye, so pathetic.

Ni-ki, this is the first time you made my heart pound, in a different way though. Not in a happy way, but a heartbreaking way. 

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