My love than stalker and now rapist.

Trying to jump.

I stormed away from the door, stomping with each step. I mumbled to myself as I headed to my room. I heard the door open again and I knew it was my mom and Clark. I just don't know what's wrong with the world anymore. So many things happen all of a sudden with no explanation.
"Kaitlyn! Kaitlyn! Do not let me raise my voice young lady! KAITLYN! "My mom screamed name but I just didn't care. I don't even care about her. I don't trust her, I don't like her and I certainly don't want to talk to her.
She is by far the most selfish person ever. Who lets their daughter get raped and stalked and just goes off flirting instead of trying to help her. Mom! That's who.
"What do you want?" I said.
" Who do you think you're talking to young lady? " she fired back.

" Hmm well at first I thought you were Satan but I realized you're my mother. Are we done here? " I retorted.

Okay, I guess I sorta crossed the line with the whole 'Satan's comment but I was mad. Mad isn't good enough a word to describe the hatred and fury I felt. I looked at her and expected her to scream and yell or possibly slap me but instead she did this..

"Kaitlyn I'm sorry okay! I'm sorry that you think I'm the worst mother and I'm sorry you hate me. I'm just sorry and------"

Before she could finish her tears got the best of her. She choked up and couldn't speak. She was sobbing and hysterical. As if someone shot her and instead of helping her they punched her. Her whole face screamed pain and sadness. I was about to reach out to hug her but she was running down the hall to her room. I wanted to run after her and appolagize and hug her but it would only make things worse.
I had nothing else to do. My only option is to just die. Without me existing the world will be a happier place.

I went to my room and called my mother's cell phone. Knowing that she was in the room next door and probably crying her eyes out she wouldn't answer. I heard the beep telling me to leave a message and I said.,
"Hey mom. I just hurt you and I'm sorry. I love you no matter what. I don't hate you and you really are a good mom. You have every right to hate me actually. I just wanted to let you know that before I go. Bye mommy."

And after saying those words I opened my window and got ready to jump. Darkness took over me and I felt dead. Either that or just unconscious.