My love than stalker and now rapist.

Getting Surgery

I fainted again and when I regained consciousness I saw that I was in a surgery room. there were three doctors standing above me. The doctor told me I had to get surgery because my arm had concrete stuck inside. They explained that it was too deep to just pull out. It's wedged into my arm and it's a miracle I haven't experienced any severe pain.

I looked at my doctors and demanded to speak to the first nurse and my mom. To my surprise The doctor opened the door and called for someone named Mr's. Simmons. I waited for the person to come so I could see who this "Miss Simmons" person is.
When she walked in I saw the first nurse. Apparently Miss Simmons is her name. She gave one of those big pearly smiles and said,

" Hello Sweetie, it's nurse Simmons. You called for me? "
I was too busy staring at her big ole smile to notice she was asking me a question. When a person has a really nice feature like their smile I always stare. Weird Huh?

"Uh yes Miss Simmons. I'm supposed to have surgery and I just felt I---I need to talk to you. I've never had it before and with everything going on. What if I--I don't make it" I spilled out.

She stared at me with her eyes full of tears. I don't even know what I said for her to be crying. She wiped the tears from her face and let out a light sigh.
I waited for her to finish. After 2 minutes she finally said something.
" Kaitlyn, I come to work everyday, happy. You're the first person to make me cry at work. You look up to me for advice and help don't you?
I nodded to her question.

" Well here it is. You have nothing to be afraid of. I will assist the doctor through this surgery and make sure nothing goes wrong. Plus you are the strongest person I've met. You can take on anything. Raped, stalked, insulted, injured, disrespected, and in pieces. You've been through hell and back. Kaitlyn your a fighter. Fight this one last time. For me ok? "
I was crying hysterically. Her speech reminded me of everything I went through. But it gave me the courage to keep going because I survived it all. It was nice to know I have people to depend on.
"So in other words, you got me? I asked.

"Exactly. " she answered.

I ran back to my surgery bed laid down. The doctor asked, " What are you doing? I thought you didn't want the surgery? "

Without answering him I laid flat down. I laid there still for about 2 minutes until I spoke up saying, "Are you gonna operate me or nah? "
I heard Miss Simmons giggling at my comment and a big smile spread across the doctors face.
"Outta girl, Kaitlyn. " the doctor said.

And they put a mask on me and I dozed off. They were probably operating on me while the gas mask knocked me out.