My love than stalker and now rapist.

Breaking down

We pulled up to the building. The atmosphere felt cold and shady. My mom opened her door and locked the car. "Kaitlyn, aren't you coming out?"
I stared straight forward and didn't say a word. My eyes filled with tears and my throat felt dry.

"Kaitlyn what's wron--"? I interrupted her with my now hysterical crying.

"Well absolutely nothing except the fact that I'm just a highschool teen with a single parent mom who got raped and is currently being stalked. Oh and don't forget this fabulous day on my way to see which one of my enemies is my rapist. " I said, exaggerating the 'fabulous' to show my sarcasm.

"Sweetie, you were fine a while ago. This is the last step remember? After this we are starting all over. We'll forget all about it.

"Mom! I just can't forget all about it! This is going to stay with me forever. Wherever I go, whatever I do, no matter how hard I try, I'll always remember how I got motherfucking RAPED!"

"Sweetie, where is this all coming from? I thought we talked about it enough to get through this. I..... I don't understand?" she said, her face getting puzzled and upset. Her breathing was getting heavier and she was slowly backing away.

"Mom.... " I said, my voice trailing off. I... Didn't mean for it to sound so terrible. Let's just go in.." I said, nudging her towards the door.

We walked through the door and to the desk. "Kaitlyn Jennings interoggation results please. " my mom said to the officer.

"Step this way ma'am. " The man led us to another office. But this time it was Officer Clark's.
He didn't say a word after he saw the redness and puffiness on our faces. A clear indication we'd been crying.

He slid the paper across his desk. "Here are the results. I think you'll find them to be quite unexpected."
Me and my mom both looked at each other.
I picked up the paper that was faced down and took a deep, dramatic, breath.
"I quietly read the paper and by the second sentence I was hysterical.
"Oh my God! Followed by monstrous wails was the only thing you could hear from me. "Oh my God, oh my God, oh--and more sobs.
My crying were more like shrieking. I screamed into mumbled words and drips of tears run down my face. My face was now puffy and bright red. I no longer could contain myself. What the results said were just so.. Unbelievable. I didn't see this coming at all. "
I ran towards the window in his office. I opened it and looked down. "Mom, please let me, I said.
"Let you what?" she responded with fear in her eyes
"I want to jump. Please let me jump. Please..... " My voice cracked with tears.
At that point Officer Clark held on to me tightly. My eyes staring down at the concrete below. The concrete that I just wanted to die on. The concrete that would put me out of this misery called life.