Julez perspective
I went back home that evening and thought about Tabitha's proposition, I just needed the weekend to go back, maybe go into my work space and come back to Biarritz. I got home and went upstairs the unwind and I found a big bouquet of flowers, there was a note and I picked it up
"Not coming home tonight but I know some flowers will put a smile on your face"
Typical.
I wasn't impressed and that's because now I needed more than gestures, I needed communication.
End of perspective
Shenika's perspective
After seeing Rosa the other day, Ricardo was on my mind .. I know it was blunt of me to cut him off but after what Bella pulled I couldn't risk being around that .. for the sake of my daughter.
I had gotten Gigi settled then took my time to do my hygiene routine then decided to go and speak to Julez because she had the answer to not all but most situations.
I knocked on the door and poked my head to the side and she was seated in bed.
Shenika..- I need your advice
She patted her bed and I went over to sit down next to her but I noticed the flowers on her bedside table,
Shenika..- flowers?
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Shenika..- is dris fucking up
I raised her eyebrow and she shook her head whilst chuckling,
Julez..- it's nothing like that .. currently just finding it hard to communicate,
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Julez..- but what's up?
Shenika..- you think I should reach out to Ricardo .. or is it too early following .. you know
I sat quietly because I realised in that moment that maybe I was being selfish even considering speaking to Ricardo after what had recently happened.
Julez..- are you ready?
Shenika..- I mean ..
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Shenika..- I don't know .. I think I owe it to him, just a conversation but what about Idris
Jukez..- for the first time .. I don't want you to think about anybody else
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Julez..- just think about you Shen,
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Julez..- if you feel like you owe ricardo a conversation .. then have the conversation
Shenika..- but I'm worried about Idris
Julez..- you're not mixing business with pleasure anymore
She shook her head at me and she was right to an extent .. I had an urge in me that really wanted to speak to ricardo and just catch up but there were a few factors I had been dwelling on.
End of perspective
Julez perspective
Next day
The next morning I woke up early and went straight into that wardrobe, me being in bed alone last night made it real .. I wasn't the priority anymore, everything work related was clearly important to Idris. I had to do what it was that made me happy and right now I needed a break.
Julez perspective
I went back home that evening and thought about Tabitha's proposition, I just needed the weekend to go back, maybe go into my work space and come back to Biarritz. I got home and went upstairs the unwind and I found a big bouquet of flowers, there was a note and I picked it up
