Always and Forever

Am I Gay?

"You did what?!" Said Albus as he turned bright red. "All I did was ask if the Malfoys wanted to come to the quidditch match with us as I got enough tickets for the Malfoys to come with us, '' said Ginny, confused as to why Albus would be upset. " Did James ask you to do this cause he is so convinced that I have a crush on him. '' said Albus as his face turned very red. "What I have nothing to do with this , mom did this all on her own." James says defensively. "Also with the way you are acting it is clear that you have a crush on Scorpius Malfoy ''said James. "What is all the yelling for?" Asked Harry as he walked into the room. "Yeah something about Albus having a crush on Scorpius Malfoy?" Lily says as she walks into the room to see what the fuss is about. " I don't have a crush on him, he's just my best friend. My very very attractive and very smart and nice and--" Albus says before he was interrupted by James saying " See! What I'm saying is that he clearly has a crush on them because just friends do not talk about their friends like that unless they have a crush on them." "I do not have a crush on him, can I just compliment my friends anymore!?" Albus says with his turning bright red with a mixture of embarrassment and anger. "Ok you two knock it off. Albus calm down, you can compliment your friends however you want and James whether Albus has a crush on the Malfoy boy or not is none of your business. ''said Ginny, very annoyed with everyone arguing. " I do not have a a crush on him and I am not gay" Albus grumbled very annoyed as everyone left the room for him to get ready for the game.

Albus and Scorpius sat next to each other during the game. Albus could not focus on the game in the slightest every time he tried his eye and his mind kept wandering back to Scorpius. Every time he glanced at the blond haired boy he would blush and a tiny pit in his stomach would form. Sometimes he would wonder if he was gay but if he was he couldn't tell anyone this because if he Told James he would rub it in his face he was right and if he told Scorpius then it would ruin their friendship and Albus didn't want to lose his only friend. Even though that pit in his stomach made him feel like there was something wrong with him, he didn't dare to talk to anyone in fear that no one would accept him. Before he knew it the game was over but he can't keep his mind off the tornado of thoughts; "Am I gay?; No, I can't be gay.; What if I am gay?. It was making him very confused because he has spending all this time convincing himself and others that he was not gay but now he was not so sure.  

A/n: sorry for not posting  in  while 

here is where you can get the art https://yendts.tumblr.com/post/661687364807180288/theyre-in-love-your-honor-scorpius-and-albus-for#notes