Always and Forever

Gay????????

     " Can you believe we are already in our second year of Hogwarts?" Scorpius says as they enter a compartment. Albus sat across from Scorpius and says "Yeah I can hardly believe that too" while he was saying that he can hardly look Scorpius in the eye without blushing and while he was trying to be polite and maintain eye contact he noticed that Scorpius seems to be unable to maintain eye contact either. Before the two very flustered boys knew it they were on the carriages heading towards the castle. Scorpius looks up while blushing he smiles awkwardly but he seems like he's trying to say something but can't and Albus can't blame him they have spent so much time talking to each other but now they can't look each other in the eye like maybe Scorpius is experiencing the bit in his stomach as Albus is. The thing is Alus can't tell Scorpius about that pit in his stomach and the sort of questions circling in his head; Do I have a crush on him? Does he have a crush on me? Does that make me gay? I think that does? But I'm not gay I've never had a crush before this.

Before the two very flustered boys knew it they were in the great hall watching the sorting ceremony. Albus sat across from Scorpius and Scorpius finally asking after not being able to talk but still bright red and not really making eye contact,"Why are you so quiet and bright red are you ok?" "I'm fine" Albus lied even though he is not ok and the pit in his stomach and the questions circling in his head weigh down on him heavily.

Albus tossed and turned but he could not get to sleep. All of those questions in his head caused a huge pit in his stomach. He needed someone to talk to but couldn't think of one, Then he thought of someone he could talk to Teddy. He and Teddy were always somewhat close. He got up and grabbed a piece of parchment and a quill and ink and started to write;

Hey Teddy,

Sorry for sending this owl late at night but I couldn't sleep. I have a question, when you found out that you were pan did you have these questions circling in your head i e Do I have a crush on him?; Does that make me gay?; I think that does? But I'm not gay I've never had a crush before this. Is that normal? Cuz James keeps saying that im acting like I have a crush but now im not im not sure cuz if I admit i'm scared he is going rub it in my face and make fun of me for it.

Again sorry for the late owl but this was really weighing me down.

-Albus.

Albus snuck to the owlery and attached the note to an owl's leg and sent it off to Teddy. He snuck back to the Slytherin common room and fell asleep easily knowing that he finally got that off his chest.   

A/N: yes I do headcannon Teddy as pan and find fan art here :  https://yendts.tumblr.com/post/659689162869538816/albus-fell-asleep-while-scorpius-was-reading-so#notes