MY STEPMOM AND I

Chapter 17

  Heaven POV

I couldn't sleep all night as it kept on ringing in my head. My stepmom whom I hate so much is hoodie freaking 8 whom I love so much.
"No way!" I kept on exclaiming in my head.

   Sadly,my dad is so furious at me for almost murdering Cassie.

  After I found out that she was hoodie freaking 8,they left my room leaving me to grasp what I just found out. I was overwhelmed to the extent I temporarily forgot what I had done and called Abby in order to share the news. However,she didn't pick up.

  I didn't see my dad until later in the evening,I proceeded to greet him but he shunned me away and I tried again this morning but all to no avail..he is so mad at me.

  I can't take it anymore,he has to stop shunning me.

  I walked into the room to see him and Cassie all lovey dovey.

  "Dad,I'm so sorry..I really didn't mean to hurt her. I thought she wanted to ruin us,I never knew she was freaking hoodie..."

  "I m tired of your apologies,I did warn you to stop this hatred cos there are lots of things you don't know"

  "Things that i don't know..huh...which things" I sniffed before continuing "I might like hoodie 8 but not anymore. I can't believe I liked a backstabbing bitch"

  "HEAVEN!" My dad yelled and I jerked backwards in fright. "There are things you don't know so shut your trap"

  "Dad! Are you yelling at me cos I'm saying the truth? Do you think it was ideal to marry mum's friend..why her? Why not someone else? Why mum's freaking friend?" I cried unable to take it anymore.

  "Because Cassie is my first love"

  "What?" I asked with an astonished face. "Right! I understand now..you both killed mum...I should have known and that is why you are always on her side whenever we disputed. You met her after marrying mum and wanted to get back with her and the only way you could is by eliminat...."

  "Get out of this room now!" My dad thundered and all I could do was laugh...a laughter filled with pain which turned into a scowl when I saw Cassie pacifying my dad.

  "Wow Cassie,you succeeded in turning my dad against me. I wish I had poured all the contents and I so wish you had died at the hosp..."

  She came closer and slapped me across the face. "Don't judge what you are never certain of. I have always tried to get closer to you but you kept pushing me away and when I saw that you've hardened your heart up,I decided to do same. Your mind was made up to hate me and I tried doing same yet I felt hurt inside..you made me say things I never wanted to say. Sometimes,I do wonder if you really are a product of Greg and Taylo.."

  "Don't fucking call my mum's name,you slut" I yelled.

  "I know that you are so stubborn and you won't come around easily but I will be waiting for your come back"

  "You are dead wrong?" I spat and turned to look at my dad. "I can't believe you will choose this  animal over your very own daughter. I would rather say that I am an orphan because once I've lost you to her... I've lost you forever." I declared and ran back to my room locking the door and started crying profusely.

    I kept on crying and same time thrashing out my room. A book hit my feet and I silently cussed. Bending down to pick the book,a pink diary...what the heck is...wait,this is Cassie's diary. Why the fuck did I even take her diary? I can't even go back to her room in order to give the diary back , it's like adding salt to the injury..I'm going to burn it. I threw it to the ground and a page got opened with a picture stapled to it.