Together Forever // Xiaoven Story // By: Vierra !TEMP CLOSED!

Unlikable

<3 lol sorry for the delay, im kinda sick rn-, also I think the song kinda fits if you've read this whole story lmao.

Venti's POV:

It's been a day since I've shown my face in public, but...I can't especially now that luna and xiao know, luna's gonna tell yoimiya, and yoimiya's gonna tell hu tao and by the time it gets to her I bet that almost everyone in the school will know and I'll never be able to go back to that place again. I get up from my bed and walk into my bathroom, turning on the lights to be greeted with..myself my disgusting, hideous self, I stared into the mirror and touched the glass, grazing my fingers against my own reflection, the thing I hated the most.

I moved my hand away from the mirror and sighed, I hate it, I hate the way my hair is, I hate the way my eyes look, I hate...I hate everything, anger took over me, I didn't want to look at myself anymore I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate-.. I couldn't take it anymore, I punched the mirror and it shattered instantly, the blood was all over my hand and I could feel the glass stuck in my fist. I closed the bathroom door and turned to my worse enemy, my scale..I didn't want to get on it, I didn't want to know what the number would be..but I love torturing myself so I..I got on it anyway.

And it went up, and up, and up, and up, but then it stopped..128, I don't like that number..I hate that number, it's supposed to be 110, or..at least anywhere near that. What did I do..why is it so high..? I sighed again and turned the light off, exiting the bathroom and laying on my bed, I grabbed my phone and checked the notifications to see that xiao had texted me..I'm not gonna bother to answer it, no matter what he says I know deep down he doesn't want to talk to me, he probably doesn't even want to be with me, I'm so annoying and clingy and..I don't even know why he puts up with me.

I heard my door open and I quickly looked up to see my sister, Vanessa standing at my door smiling. "Venti! Xialene is here, can you believe it?! Can she come in?" Vanessa says practically yelling, "Uh..yeah, wait does that mean-" I get cut off by Vanessa, "Yes, your boyfriend is here does that motivate-" I cut her off, "No! That makes it worse, ugh ok excuse me" I say while squeezing past her, and quickly going downstairs to the front door. Vanessa ran down the stairs and opened the door, "Vanessa!" Xialene says while running up to Vanessa and hugging her, "This is gonna be so much fun! You should see my room it's so cool!" Vanessa says while pulling Xialene by her arm and into her room.

"So, why are you here?" I say quietly while looking away from him, "Why am I here? Because I'm worried about you venti, especially after yesterday plus you didn't come to school today" Xiao says while grabbing my hands, "I know I'm sorry I just didn't feel like it" I say while looking down at the ground, "Well is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" Xiao says while kissing me on the cheek, "Uhm..I haha.." I say nervously, "I-I'm not sure I just...want you to be here with me" I say while blushing, "I can do that for sure" Xiao says while smiling.

Me and xiao went into my room and I sat on my bed and sighed. "Are you ok?" Xiao says while sitting beside me, "Yeah I'm fine, just tired" I say while smiling, but a fake one because I wasn't tired, not at all. "So did you eat something today?" Xiao says in a more serious tone, "I...ah no um im sorry, im so so sorry, I'll..I'll go do that right now" I say while quickly getting up, "Venti, calm down it's alright" Xiao says while grabbing my arm, "I know but I should have thought of that, I guess I've just gotten so used to this..that I forgot", "Seriously, it's fine you don't have to be upset about it, how about we find something now?", "Uh ok I think I can do that" I said while sighing, I didn't want to do that at all I was already at a weight where I didn't want to go anywhere up from, but I'll do it..only for him.