I hear him drive away so I grab my keys and run out the door I drive down to a familiar path and when I get there I run to the spot that I have gone to many times before a place where I could be alone and think I walk to the tree but once I get near it I fall to the ground crying Have I really lost him this time? He was the only person left that really cared and I let some guy kiss me I let some person touch my lips..... I feel the tears rush down my cheeks faster I stand up and I clench my fists I just want to hit something and hard when I see the tree I don't know what came over me but I just felt a jolt of electricity rush threw me and I punch the tree and hard I scream in pain as I look at my knuckles they are bleeding and my whole hand hurt so badly I couldn't move it but I didn't care i just didnt understand what i was doing i was just sitting there i dont know what to do im just in shock I feel my phone vibrate and i check who it is and it's Diana "H-hello?" i say shaking "Blossom where are you I heard what happened" "im at my spot...." "I will come and pick you up just stay there ok?" "ok" i hang up i just cry i take a deep breath "e-everything will be ok?" i hold my hand close to my chest "what am i doing?... why do i feel so alone? why is there a hole?" I slowly feel the tears come back im not understanding why am crying I hurt by Ashtons words how seriouse he sounded i never thought we would split up.... im falling apart i feel all of my emotions rush out like a river. Me and Diana sit on my couch "Blossom im sorry why didnt you tell him that he kissed you?" "he wouldnt let me explain.... I wanted to so so so so badly" "Why not tell him?" "he wont believe me probably he probably dosent want to hear what I have to say" "Blossom just think about texting him or calling him please we doont like seeing you like this" I sigh "ill think about it..." "thank you now get some sleep" i look at the time 1:54 "ok you may leave ill talk to you tomorrow..." "ok ill see you tomorrow and remeber to think about it please...." "ok". I sit there at 4:36 i havent slept i tried but i cant.... so i just sit there is he thinking of me? no dont think of that.... I look at my bandged hand why did i feel so angry? why did i feel so empty inside? i dont have any answers and i kind of dont want to find answers so i stand up and walk to my room i feel myself start to fall so i put my hand on my desk when a letter falls "what?" i pick it up the writing on it dosent look like Alices i read the front.
If we break up
I feel my hands start to shake its Ashtons hand writing i open the letter.
June, the year we met
Did we break up? I never saw that coming did i do something wrong? if i did then i must have messed up REALLY badly.... if i did Im sorry i really am and i want you to know how much i love you.... i understand if you dont want me back just want you to know that this year/ months have been the best months/year of my life and i couldnt ask for a better one i just want you all to myself sometimes i still cant believe that im the first person who actually is your boyfriend well if i did ask you yet im not sure i hope you didnt forget me when i went on tour... I probably never forgot you, you are an amazing person i hope you found those pictures as well too the boys really like you too and your band sounds amazing i hope you guys become famous and i hope that you will some how find a way to love me again if i messed up please... im a mess without you thank you. If i broke up with you im sorry im probably missing you like crazy and i dont want you to feel bad please i dont like to see you sad.... and i love you with all of my heart i dont know how i was able to break up with you i dont know how i would be able to say those words.... Im sorry if you are crying.... just please come back for me i will take you back please try just... try? but if we dont end up being back together then im sorry and i hope ypu know i love you and i hope you love me, too....
Ashton.XI feel the tears again "it was me Ashton and i dont think you will take me back" i hold the letter tight he made this letter the first year we met the first time not knowing if id ever find it not knowing if we would actually be together...yet he still wrote it and i just sit there for the rest of the night.
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sorry for suckish ending for this chapter :p will they get back together?
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That One Day
FanfictionI started to walk out of the shop when my picture flew out of my hands I run after them not looking where I was going then I run into him. He changed my life completely after that.
