That One Day

Chapter 48 No

I walk into the cafe I covered my face I was so tired and I felt drained "Blossom he's here" Skyler whispers I groan and just cover my face more and I order my drink and I just try to hide myself they made me come out of my house cause it's 'not healthy to stay in my house for two days' it's not healthier for me to come out I can't get him out of my mind and it really sucked and even better I have to go to some party next week with them sounds great? Yeah no I just want to hide from the world is that to much to ask? "Blossom Atleast try to uncover your face or something" Diana says I sigh and take off my hoodie Skylers red grow wide "when was the last time you've slept you look like you've been hit with a bus" she says "oh thanks for boosting my confidence" "sorry I'm not very good at it" I just groan when I feel someone looking at me I look over and I held my breath he was staring at me but when I looked at him he looked sad and looked down I sigh and I get my coffee and just walk out "why didn't you go talk to him?" Diana asks "Because I couldn't..." "what do you mean?" "I couldn't I don't know why I just.... couldn't". It's been almost a week since I've seen Ashton I don't know if he have left New York or if I just never run into him or maybe it's the fact I only really stay home I go out once in awhile but I just like to stay home I am falling back into the shell I used to be in blocking out the world me and the girls go back on tour in a couple of weeks I'm looking forward to that I've been hanging out with Morgan lately too she's nice and all the girls and I hang out a lot more Diana is always worrying about me though... but it's nice she cares I haven't talked to Yvette in a while but Diana and her made up at band practice so things are good now everyone is good I guess not me so much I still mope around a little once in a while and it sucks I can't do anything without thinking about him I found my note book that had all of my songs in it I lost it last summer... and there is a song about Ashton and me and I can't help but feel heart broken about it it's a really good song and the girls like it but I refuse to sing it I just end up mixing my words and stuttering it because I can't handle it. "CLEARLY the shark would eat the fish and it wouldn't die I mean like it wouldn't poison it when it's inside of the shark" Skyler says me and Skyler always talk about stupid things that me and her only think are important... but they are actually pointless but it's entertaining "Nooo the poison in the fish would come out cause when it digests it it would kill it" "Nooo" "Uh yeah it's just science" "uhh well your wrong" "what do you think Diana? would it die or not" "it would die" "oh my god you guys it wouldn't" "yes it would" "whatever but it wouldn't" and that was the end of the conversation "so... have you forgot about him" Skyler asks Diana just hits herself in the face like she's trying to point out that Skyler made a stupid choice I sigh "well I did for a couple of minutes but now I do remember" "sorry I'm bad at this" "it's fine. So what are we doing tonight?" "Did you forget?" "What?" "Tonight is that party" I groan "why are you guys making me go to this"" "because you don't do anything" "fine but tomorrow we do what I want" "deal so let's get ready". "Yes wear this it's better" Skyler picks out an outfit I haven't worn in awhile it's a black mini skirt with faded flowers on it, a black crop top, three necklaces, and my black converses they straighten my hair and I put on my regular make up the girls got dressed and we left but when we got up to the house I look at them "why?"