Perfect Smile 😊(LCY & LJ )

Chapter 38

Ting. Tong. Ting. Tong. Donghae heard a bell ringing at outside. He quickly ran to main door and saw who is it. His face in shocked to see who is coming to his house right now. He opened his main door.

"Chaerim?"

"Are you alone?" She asked.

"Yes... why you here? Are you not working?" Donghae asked her and then invited her to come inside. Chaerim come inside. Donghae closed the door and asked Chaerim to sit first. Chaerim sat at the sofa. Donghae went to the kitchen and take out a glass and pour juice inside it.

"Are you having a problem?" He asked while came to her. He passed the glass to her. Chaerim took it and then hold the glass

"I met Chaeyeon yesterday."

"Why? Is she do something to you?" He asked in worried. Chaerim looked dispirited.

"She don't do anything to me..."

"Oh.. okay." The situation became silent suddenly. Donghae come sat next to her. He looked to her.

"Is she say something?" Donghae asked.

"Im a bad mother." She said.

"Hurm."

"I felt embarrassed with myself suddenly."

"Mmm... she expressed her anger to you?"

"She isn't wrong. She said the truth how bad is me. Why i feel like that toward my own children? They are coming from my wombs... but why i..."

"Chaerim..."

"I want a good relationship with them. I don't want do like Chaeyeon asked me... i feel regret now.." her tears running slowly. Donghae in shocked as she cried.

"What she asked you to do?"

"She asked me to leave her and her younger siblings. I can't do it. I feel like i lost something valuable now..." She said in sobbed. Donghae patted her shoulder in soft.

"I feel regret... I really sorry what happened to them before. I know i was a bad mother..." She sobbed in hard.

"Do you love them, Chaerim? Do you really sincere to love them?" Donghae asked her. She lifted her head and looked to him.

"I'm really bad right? Thats why you doubt me... i love them. I know I'm not deserve their love..." She said in lower. Donghae feel guilty suddenly as she must think that he doubted her feelings toward her own kids.

"I'm sorry. I love them. I don't want my kids get hurt because of your irresponsible attitude like before." He said in careful. He afraid she is not changed at all and hurt the kids feelings again.

"I know i hurt them before. I just want they give me a chance... i want to get things fix. I want build a new relationship with them." She said.

"Its will be hard a bit. Its take time to forget.. they can forgive but not forget."

"Can you help me? You closed to them.. they listened to you. I want become their mother again... i don't want to get rid from their life..." She begged him

"'Mm..."

"You can't help me?" She asked as he not answered her and in deep mind.

"Hurm. No matter what.. you still their mother. I will do my best... but i can't guarantee for them to reconcile with you back in short time. It can take long time..."

"I will do my best ... it doesn't matter how long it will take. I just want my kids back.."

"If you really change and sincere to be good mother to them. They will accept it. They still love you as their mother, no matter what happened between you and them."