*You all swim around for a bit. Steve and Nat take turns swimming with Grant.. You stay in Bucky's arms at the edge of the pool.. you watch Grant laugh and have fun.*
Y/N- alright I'm gonna head in and get his snack ready..
Nat- No y/n, I got it.. *She smiles* you stay out here and relax.
Y/N- okay there are some strawberries in the fridge already cut up and you can give him a fruit bar too..
*Nat Nods and heads inside.. she gets it all ready and then comes back out*
Bucky- Alright bud.. let's get some snack..
*Bucky climbs out and wraps himself in a towel.. he grabs Grant's wolf towel and Steve hands him up.. Bucky wraps him up and sits in the sun with Grant in his lap.. he holds Grants snack cup while he eats and watches everyone swim.. he starts to rub his eyes once he's done and whines a little.. he reaches his hands out for you*
Y/N- okay bud.. hold on..
*You climb out and dry off.. you get Grant out of his wet clothes and into a dry diaper.. you wrap him in a dry towel and hold him while you sit in the sun.. he snuggles up to your chest and falls asleep.. Bucky walks over and kisses you*
Bucky- he's napping again??
Y/N- yeah..
Bucky- is he sick or running a fever?
Y/N- No.. maybe it's just a growth spurt.. also he's never been swimming before.. it probably just wore him out.
Bucky- yeah but he's been taking extra naps for the past month.
Y/N- I mean babies sleep a lot.. anytime he wants to nap I'm gonna let him.. as long as he's still sleeping through the night..
*Bucky looks unsure*
Bucky- okay..
Y/N- but we can get it checked out if you want.. we can take him to the doctor..
Bucky- I just wonder if it's something to do with the serum.. you know?! He's not normal in that way so.. maybe he needs to sleep even more than normal or maybe he needs to eat and play more to work off energy.. I don't know.. *He rubs his face* I just thought-
Y/N- hey *You rub his face* it's a good idea.. he is different and maybe we do need to get a bigger picture. *Bucky nods and kisses you*
Bucky- let me take him.. you are always holding him and missing out on stuff because he's sleeping on you.. also I want some sleepy cuddle with my Little Wolf.. *You chuckle and he kisses you as you hand him Grant.. Grant shifts a little but falls asleep again against Bucky's chest.. your heart could burst at the sight of your boys. Bucky lays back with his sunglasses on and just rubs Grant back and watches you swim around in the pool and talk to Nat and Steve*
Nat- so Sarah will be partly super soldier
Y/N- yeah she will be
Steve- so what does that mean?
Y/N- She probably won't get as sick as much and she will other than that I don't know.. we're taking this one step at a time
*They laugh and nod.. Steve gets out and sits by Bucky*
Steve- hey man.. little guys tired.. huh?
Bucky- yeah.. third nap of the day..
Steve- so how are you and y/n??
Bucky- we're good.. had a good day as a family..
Steve- you two see pretty settled, ready for Winnie
Bucky- yeah.. we are! *Bucky smiles* now we just wait
Steve- so honestly.. how hard is it to find time for each other... now that you have Grant.
*Bucky smiles and looks down at Grant*
Bucky- I mean once he's asleep we have all the time in the world.. *Steve laughs* I'm not gonna lie, if we didn't make time for one another we wouldn't be as close as we are.. and it's not just the sex.. it's holding her when we go to sleep and writing her the little love notes.. it's her holding my hand while I read and she watches her late night shows. Just being with each other and not even saying a word sometimes.. those little moments build up to the ones where we do have time for sex and it's just.. *Bucky smiles* absolutely amazing.. if I can give you once piece of advice Steve it's this, always make sure your kids know how much you love their mom, appropriately of course. Make sure they know that she comes first.. *Steve looks at him and Bucky laughs* I would die for my kids but my kids would even exist without her.. *Steve smiles and nods* make sure she knows everyday how much I love and appreciate her especially now, she's giving her body for my children and her youth raising them.. I never want her to think that she's a second class citizen in our family.. and I never want us to become two people raising kids together..
*Steve smiles and nods.. he sees you look at Bucky.. and he sees Bucky smile at you*
*After about 30 minutes Grant wakes up and wants to play some more.. Steve smiles and has an idea*
Steve- hey y/n.. let us take Grant.. we'll take him inside entertain him for awhile.. give you and Bucky some time to talk
*You smile and Bucky hands Grant to Steve.. Steve nods to Bucky*
Steve- have one of those small moments
*they walk inside and Grant smiles and squeals.. Peter already disappeared and you and Bucky are left alone outside. Bucky smiles and slips in the pool. He swims over and lifts you into his arms*
Y/N- hey *You smile and wrap your arms around Bucky's neck.. he gently kisses you*
Bucky- hey baby..
Y/N- I had fun .. thank you for a great family day.. *Bucky smiles and rubs your back* what were you and Steve talking about??
Bucky- about the importance of making time for one another.. for the little moments *You gently smile* and the big ones *You chuckle*
Steve took Grant so we could have a little moment.. *He kisses you and you grind against him.. he chuckles and stills your hips*
Bucky- I said a little moment, baby
Y/N- I know.. I just needed to feel you.. for a little moment *You tease and he chuckles*
*Bucky kisses you and rubs your back then moves his hands to your belly.. he sits you down on the stairs and kisses your belly.. he kneels in front of you*
Bucky- are you ready for this?
*He rubs your belly and then down your thighs*
Y/N- kinda... I get a little more nervous with every passing week.. but I also get excited because we will have Winnie.. *Bucky smiles and hums in response* are you ready for this??
*Bucky nods*
Bucky- yeah.. I get get nervous because I don't want to see you in that pain again but I know you're strong *He kisses your cheek* and that you're incredible *He kisses your nose* and that you're gonna be amazing.. *He kisses your lips*
*You smile and Bucky sits beside you.. you lay your head on his shoulder*
Bucky- have you ever thought about us getting out of this life?
*You look at Bucky*
Y/N- yeah.. but then I remember I wasn't made to have a normal life.. *You smile and chuckle* and neither were you.. *Bucky nods and smiles* we have an amazing life here and sometimes it's really scary because our sweet little babies get caught in the middle but I also know they grow up to be the most amazing kids and heroes and I wouldn't take that from them.. for a boring normal life
*Bucky looks at you and gently smiles*
Bucky- me either..
*He stands back up and settles between your legs. He pulls you into his arms and stands up.. you feel him through his swimsuit*
Y/N- we still having a small moment?? *You tease*
Bucky- we can squeeze in a quickie *He winks* besides you look too good in this swimsuit to not be a little naughty.. what do you say.. we get a little dirty in the pool?
*You bite your lip and smile*
Y/N- I would say yes but Tony will have to clean the pool and then we have to explain why-
Bucky- I'll tell him that Grant pooped or something.. it will be fine..
*You smile and squeal as Bucky pulls you swimsuit to the side and pulls himself out of his shorts.. he pushes inside you and you moan.. he slowly moves and you let your head fall back and you smile.. Bucky kisses your cleavage and teases it with his tongue*
Y/N- Mmhmm Bucky..
*You kiss him and rub his back.. you palm his ass and he squeezes yours. He stops moving and just stays buried inside you. He looks at you and smiles.. you smile back and he kisses your head.. he pulls out and fixes your suit.. he situated himself*
Bucky- you're right.. we'll just finish later... yeah?? *You smirk and nod* alright let's go get ready for dinner..
*He helps you out and you both dry off and head inside.. you stop him before you walk in.. you kiss him*
Y/N- thank you for the small moment, Bucky
*He kisses your nose*
Bucky- you're welcome, y/n
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Winter's Widow pt 2!
FanfictionThis book is a continuation of the previous one.. literally starting right where the other one left off!! Self-insert 🥰 You are a former Black Widow who has been in hiding for years. You have made amends and have dealt with the guilt of your past...
