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C H A N E L
"Yes mom like I will be fine now I can't go anywhere due to being hooked up to all these machines" I said looking at her
"No it's fine like I will stay baby now I can do all that other shit sum other time... you are more important to me" She said looking at me
I laughed a lil bit and start shaking my head at her.
"Mom please go and do what you gotta do like if I need you then I will call you or dad" I said smiling
She looked at the door then back at me then sighed.
"Fine now call me or your father if you need us like your godmom and aunt should be here in bout an hour or two hours but I will be back baby" Mom said kissing my forehead
"Bye mom now I love you" I said waving to her
"And I love you more mamas" She said smiling
She walked out the room while leaving me in a quiet hospital room that I have been stuck in for a week now that I would like to leave soon as possible.
"Come legs like let's get to moving a lil bit since we been in this same spot for a minute" I said sighing
That's when I pushed the cover to the side and started wiggling my toes then I moved my legs to the side of the bed to swing them. I am so thankful that I could walk knowing that I could have been in a wheelchair forever. As I placed my feet on the cold hospital floor then quickly fell to my knees getting nightmares of that day that I was shot in my back and the tears started falling down my face.
The hospital door started opening like I was thinking that it was my aunt and godmom but I was soon to regret who was on the other side of that door now.
"Chanel" Dave said looking at me
He began rushing over towards me but I quickly stopped him because I don't want his help now or ever.
"I don't need yo fucking help so leave me the hell alone" I said getting up
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath before speaking to me.
"Lisen Chanel like I just wanted to explain myself to you and that's why I am here now" He said looking at me
"After two months of me being in a coma and not once did you come to check up on me OR OUR DEAD WHO IS DEAD" I said aggressively
"I know that it might look bad and shit but I promise that I didn't know that you were here til your pops and uncle came to my house four days later and told me. I was calling your phone but it was going straight to voicemail so I decided to leave you alone and give you sum space before I came to explain myself" He said walking to me
"And you didn't think to call my mom maybe come by the house but no you didn't cuz you were in bed with that bitch who wanted to break us up from the beginning. You allowed her to destroy what we fucking had and could of have also. It's crazy you are just like my father and how he used to do my mom when I was little making promises that you were going to break and how he treated my mom now look at you making broken promises in your relationship. Like did you ever think how it felt to be laying in this hospital bed at night crying myself to sleep knowing my child that I was looking forward to having gone with a snap of a finger. The guy that I really was in love with and wanted to be with hurt me to the damn cord who I will never forgive or forget bout at all" I said crying
"Baby now I am sorry like you have to forgive me... she didn't mean nothing to me and I promise you that too" He said holding my hands
"Fuck you David and everything that we had like I hate you so much" I said hitting him
As I was pushing him off and away from me then that's when the door started opening to soon regret what I was about to hear and see that broke me down no longer to the cord but to the heart, to be honest.
"Babe now me and the baby are hung-... Then she stopped what she was saying before she realized who was in the room that she just walked in right now.
"Baby, huh?" I said nodding my head
David tried to grab my hand but I quickly pulled it away with tears falling down my face as I repeated what just came out her mouth now.
"Get out" I said quietly
"Chanel plea-... Before he could even finish his sentence then that's when I slapped him across his face like I hope that I knock the taste out of his mouth.
"Delete my number and everything because I don't ever want to see you again David" I said looking at him
He sighed and began walking towards the door following behind Nicki then turned around to look at me once last time not knowing this would be our last time seeing each other for good.
