Million Miles Away

Bingo

BECAUSE I HATE YOU"

Then she left me.

Bingo! Imagine 3 failures in one day and take note di pa natatapos ang araw.

Parang akong naupos na kandila,hinang hina akong napaupo sa cottage,yumuko ako at tuluyang umiyak.

"she hates me,she hates me,"

Paulit ulit kong sinasabi hanggang maramdaman kong me katabi na pala ko.

I lift my face na basang basa ng luha

"don't mind me Kuya Kenneth I'll just sit here I won't interrupt you"

Si Jake pala and he smiled

"salamat ha"

I wiped my face

"You love her so much kuya noh?"

"Yes but she also hates me so much,as of this timeI want to end and leave everything to the sea"

"Baket naman?"

It's kinda weird kasi i don't usually talk to someone about myself specially about Mayi pero now talking to Jake seems so casual.

"feeling ko kasi hopeless case na"

"Just because you failed today magpapakamatay ka na,pano kung bukas pumayag sya?"

Me punto siya baka nga bukas pumayag siya, nabuhayan ako ng loob.

"Will you help me? but why?"

"hindi ako matanong na tao sapat na sakin na makita sa mata mo how much you love her,so ano do you want me to help you?"

"di ba ayaw mo sakin?"

"dati yun pero sabi ni B, I shouldn't judge you daw cause i don't know you and she's right"

"you follow what she says?why?"

"reasons? I don't know ang alam ko lang i love following her"

We have a common denominator pala

"Pano mo naman ako tutulungan?"

"kakausapin ko si B, na alamin ang totoong status mo sa buhay ni Ate Mayi?"

"tapos?"

"saka tayo gagawa ng plano"

"kapalit ng ?"

"wala"

"ei baket mo ko tutulungan?"

"gwapo ka nga slow ka naman,sapat na reason na makita kong mahal ka niya, kuha mo?"

"talaga?nakita mong mahal pa niya ko?ei panu yung special friend niya?"

"Oo mahal ka pa niya,special friend pwedeng bestfriend hindi boyfriend,me pagkatanga ka rin pala,kaya tumayo ka jan ayusin mo sarili mo para kang batang inagawan ng kendi bago pa magbago isip ko"

"thanks a lot Jake hulog ka ng langit,salamat talaga

Tumayo na ito at naglakad pabalik sa location.

"Kenneth she still loves teddy ,whew me pag-asa pa,buti na lang di ko naisip magpakamatay