Rindou gently helped you up the stairs to his room. You seemed to be avoiding any kind of physical contact from his which made him worry a bit. His room looked exactly like his room in the apartment, but this wasn't that big of a surprise.
''I have to go now, I need to deal with them before I come back here. I am really happy that you are alive. If you need anything please call me, I'll do anything to help you.''
With that he left you alone. From outside the room you could hear the arguing and fighting downstairs. You couldn't do anything about that and frankly you didn't even care. They were all so selfish, thinking about how your disappearance had affected them. Not once did they ask you how you felt about this whole thing. Hot tears spilled from your eyes and you couldn't believe that this was your life now.
After taking a deep breath, you decided that it would be the best if you went for a shower. This has been a long week and an even longer morning. You slowly peeled your clothes away and in the bathroom lighting you saw all the bruises and cuts that littered your body. You weren't going to let them see these, they would kill Karl, but you needed him. He is the only escape from this horrible life.
The hot water was streaming down your body, everything was stinging and hurting. You leaned against the cold shower wall and slid down it. Tears were again forming in your eyes. Since when did you become such a crybaby. You couldn't take it anymore. You stayed down there for a few minutes. The only thing that was keeping you sane was the sound of the shower.
There was nobody that could help you. At this point you were just a lost cause, a waste of space. Before the thoughts got worse, you heard a knock at the door.
''Do you need any help?'' It was Rindou, he sounded worried, you have probably been in the shower for a long time.
''No, no I'm fine. Thank you.'' your voice broke in the middle of the sentence. You hoped that he didn't hear that.
''If you need any help, just ask me. I am here for you.''
You decided to stay silent. It was time to get out of the shower. You got out and put a towel around your body. You found the first aid kit and you cleaned your cuts and bandaged them. You put on some clean clothes, covering every imperfection with them. You got out of the bathroom and saw Rindou, holding the dress you wore that night.
Karl was holding your waist, you and him were in front of the mirror. He was holding you tightly, you could barely stand because of they kept drugging you.
''You look pretty in that dress.'' he said with a smirk. You could feel his breath on your neck.
''I know, I always look pretty.'' you said weakly.
''It's a shame, really it is.''
''What?''
''I'll have to leave you for a few days with my brother. I have a rule not to hit women, I did slap you that one time, but that was something else. I didn't do anything else to you, did I? But my brother, well he doesn't mind hitting women, it almost makes me want to take you with me.''
''Then why don't you?''
''You already know the answer.''
''You really don't care about me.''
''Don't be like that, I'll be back very soon.''
''I'll never forgive you.''
He put you back on the bed and caressed your cheek one more time before he left. Since then the days have been a blur, every time his brother came close to you, everything was happening so slow. Even if he hit you a little, it was pain that you have never felt before. Karl was a saint compared to him.
He would make you wear the dress, he couldn't get enough of you. Every time that he was close to you, you felt like throwing up, like dying. Now seeing that dress made you have the same reaction, you ran back into the bathroom and dropped to your knees.
Your head was over the toilet and you couldn't stop throwing up. Your whole body was trembling, you head still over the toilet bowl. Rindou slowly approached you and put his hand on your back.
''It's alright. It's gonna be okay.'' he caressed your back slowly. He pulled your hair out of your face and wiped it with a damp towel. He slowly helped you move your head from over the toilet and you fell into his arms. He was hugging you tightly, he didn't say a thing, he probably didn't know what to say. The most important thing was that his presence was comforting. He didn't need to say anything, he just had to be with you.
You two were sitting there for god knows how long, until Ran entered the room. ''Rindou, come down, Mikey wants to talk to yo-. What did you do to her!?''
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Who is in control? | Bonten x (Y/N)
Fanfiction(y/n) a seemingly normal girl moves to Japan to get revenge. On the way she forgets most of the things about her and her motifs are forgotten. She lives a normal everyday life, but with a dark twist. With the lost of all her ,,friends", she has to r...
