i told you,
you promised you wouldn't freak out,
you didn't keep it,
you started crying and i knew that i messed up,
im really sorry if i hurt you,
but it was time that i told you the truth ma,
i know one day you will realise why,
but now,
we go throgh it together,
i will put the past where it belongs,
i wont think about him anymore,
I PROMISE
....A/N...I told my mom about the self harm, she freaked out so badly, she nearly fainted, but i manage to calm her down, thank god... i promised her that i wodn't do it, and this time i WILL keep it