i nearly broke it again, nearly,
but i managed,
my cat saved me,
im glad,
crying next to your mum aint cool,
my father envaded my thoughts,
making me feel like im not good enough,
making me feel shit,
as i got up, my cat attacks me,
he pushes me on the bed,
he calms me down,
as i sob and sob,
let it all out of my system,
i feel lighter,
happier
glad im still here,
glad my decision was made...