I don't know what to do anymore,
Im not happy...
Im not sad...
But I'm not me,
I feel like a lifeless puppet,
My face laughs but I don't,
My face smiles but I don't,
I don't feel it... just like a Muppet...
The word I say are emotionless,
No under lying meaning,
Just speaking for the sake of speaking.
My voice, my breathing,
It's too loud for me,
I hate it and my ears bleed when I hear them...
I want to sleep, never wake up,
I want to stop breathing,
Just say good bye and disappear from here...
No one would really care,
Id just be another corpse in the ground,
Nothing but a rotting corpse,
No one will remember me, my name or my face,
For Id just be, another box of bones underground...
