You know, that one friend you tell every single thing to? Do you know that one friend that you can go to when your hurt? Do you know that one friend that's helps through the darkness? Well, I had a friend lik ethat, I used to tell her everything, that is until she got a boyfriend and completely changed, she hates me, when she used to love me, she calls me creepy, lonely emo girl, and makes fun of me, when she knows that what is the reason, it's like someone braiwashed her....Next day you go to school you see pictures of 'it' everywhere, of you holding up your wrists, everyone starring at you, everyone gossiping abou tyou, and you remember the day the picture was taken, you remember the day as if it was yesterday...then next thing you know your in your P.E and the teachers showing you a clip for student council, and you see a video of you popping up...and the worst part is....it's of you doing 'it' to your self... You run out of class run to the bathroom and this,'Why? Why did you do it? I thought you lived me..... You know what I'll show you.' You rush home and find the camera and say, "if you see this ________ this is all your fault, I hope you feel happy for loosing me and for doing everything you did." You take a rope and tie it....your last words being ,'I hope you'll miss me you bitch."