First Rain

Family

"Dinner date with Yeobin.. " Her smile faded.

Making a note he wrote something on a thick piece of paper. He looks excited. "Ouch!" He said holding his finger. Y/n quickly came to him to check what happened. "Omg you got a paper cut! " She says as she sees the blood coming out of the small cut. "Why are you so careless!!? " She scolds him and takes his finger in her mouth and sucks the blood. He just stares at her face while she scolds him.

He is confused about his feelings.

Y/n P. O. V.

He left just like that with the bouquet in his hand. The bouquet that i should have been receiving. What did I thought? That he will like me back. Of course not. I just... Wish to be her. The way he dressed it looked like he's gonna confess tonight and I saw in Yeobin's eyes, she likes him a lot.

They make a perfect couple and look good together too.

****

The song played on my phone "Heather" Today this song hits differently like it's my own story. Like the one who wrote this is me. All my emotions in this one song.

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The small pout that he made while I applied bandage on that paper cut kept coming in my mind.

He really doesn't have a clue what he's doing to me.

It's ok y/n, you can ignore these feelings, like you have always been doing. It'll be all fine at the end.

-2 weeks later-

Yeobin and I have become really good friends now. She's a really good person and a really good friend to have around. She reminds me of Nari....

She jokes around just like nari...

She's cute just like her....

Today me and Yeobin are going to meet her family she said she really wanted me to meet them so we'll be going there and Namjoon will be giving us a ride.

"I'll drive!" Yeobin said followed by Namjoon "No you'll not! The last time i remember when you drived, we almost had an accident. If I didn't take control of the situation" There small fight continues as I silently open the gate of the passenger seat and sit there.

Finally Yeobin gave up and Namjoon drived us to a very unfamiliar road.

The car stopped in front of an orphanage??? I looked at Yeobin with a lot of question and she just nodded. We went inside and all the kids flooded us.

Yeobin smiled and kneeled down to the kids level and talked to them cutely in her baby voice. Gosh!!! She makes me wanna be gay! She's sooo pureee!! Cuteeeee!!!!

"Meet my family! These kids are my family. My parents used to bring me here a lot. And at one point they were like my family. " Yeobin said and showed us around the orphanage.

It was beautiful. Filled with some wall paintings. Makes me wanna paint too.

As if Yeobin heard the voice in my mind, she said "Do you wanna play some games? Or make paintings with me!! I love making paintings!!!! " She squealed and hopped around a little.

****

I stroke the paint on the wall and looked at the kids I am painting once again. They are swinging on the swing. One is on the swing and other is pushing the swing from behind.

"Wooowww noona your painting is really good" The kids that were watching me paint said. I searched for where yeobin is and I saw her playing with the kids. Fascinating.

NAMJOON P.O.V.

I looked up from my phone screen because of the kids squealing and saw y/n painting. I looked at the other side and saw Yeobin playing with the kids. Both of them looked ethereal at the moment.

****

I went behind y/n and saw her painting on the wall. Beautiful. Just like her.

"Beautiful painting.. " I whispered in her ears she turned around startled.

Author P. O. V.

Y/n turned around but because of the kids that were sitting by her foot she tripped , the paints that were in her hands flew into another dimension, she closed her eyes, ready to be embraced by the ground.

Just then Namjoon grabbed her and pulled her closer by the waist. The paints that flew into another dimension dropped as small droplets as she was rescued mid air.

........

"Live k-drama" One of the kid said with mouth hung open as the both people who were busy looking at each other's eyes came into reality and Namjoon finally let go of her.

Yeobin who was watching all this sighed.

****

Yeobin and Y/N went home together cause Namjoon had to go to the hospital.

"Byeee!!!! " Yeobin said for the last time before parting ways.

......

Y/n who was busy going through her phone was Interrupted by a phone call. It  showed "Joonie" On the screen. She picked up the call before the second ring and answered "Hello?".

" Hello y/n? I will be eating outside so please don't cook for me" The voice from the other line said

Y/n sighed and said "okay.. "

"Please make a rose bouquet" Namjoon said to someone. Maybe he's at a flower shop. " Where are you going?" I asked. "To meet Yeobin" He said. "Oh...don't take a whole bouquet. Take only one rose, that'll be better" I adviced and he said "okay". " Take care---" The phone hung up.....

Since she didn't had to cook for Namjoon she didn't cooked for herself too. She just didn't felt like eating.

****

She was standing at the gate.

It was raining outside... Again..

However this time she wanted to get soaked in the rain. She walked in the rain feeling nothing... Why was all this happening to her? She doesn't know. Did she deserved this? DEFINITELY NOT. This feeling of emptiness..... Seems familiar.... She has felt it before...

She roamed around the streets wanting to break down but she decided not to.

She wanted to feel something... Anything... Just not this numbness...

After walking for almost one hour she decided to go back home. The convince store stopped her as a person walked out with a coffee in their hands. She wanted to drink coffee too. She went inside the store and get herself a coffee.

She walked out of the store with the coffee in her hand..
She saw Namjoon standing there in between the roads... He looked up, the flower dropped from his hands. Eyes filled with tears.

As soon as y/n saw his state she dropped the coffee can and ran to him. She wiped his tears away softly with her sleeve. Her eyes were getting teary too but because of the rain it wasn't visible. She hugged him tightly and rubbed his back. "Everything will be fine... " She kept whispering in his ears until he calmed down.

She wiped his tears again and cupped his face and asked "What happened?... Why are you crying?... " She said
Asked with a soft and low tone. Worry and care visible in her eyes, some tears trickled down her eyes but got mixed with the rain water. His skin felt cold. He hiccuped and said with his cracked voice

                   " She is leaving... "