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Love.
It's stupid. It's ridiculous. It's a trap. A set up. An absolute mess. You hate yourself for being able to have the emotion. You wish that it would go away. Every day, you wish that you didn't feel it. That you had never felt it.
Instead of wishing away the person, you'd rather do away with the entire experience itself. It's so problematic to you. It has done nothing but give you hell. Even now, months after forcing the hypothetical rejection down your throat, you still can't get seem to get it through your head.
Hoseok Jung is off limits.
It doesn't matter what goes through your head when you see him. Or how fast your heart beats when he looks at you. You simply cannot have him. You made a pact.
You and your best friend never thought that you'd fall for the same guy. Being that you guys are polar opposites in the types of men that you go for, it was a shock to find that Hoseok Jung had finally broken your perfect algorithm.
The look on your face was nothing short of disheartening. It had never happened before and neither of you knew how to do with it. You told her that if she really liked him, then she could ask him out. You wouldn't interfere with it.
A few days later, you two were studying and you had asked how everything went with asking out Hoseok. She said that she decided it wasn't fair for her to be with him knowing how you felt. So you guys agreed that neither of you would pursue anything with him. Everything would be on a strictly friendly basis.
Nothing more, nothing less.
It's been months since the agreement was made and it has gotten significantly harder for you to ignore your feelings. Hoseok is everywhere you turn. You can't get a break from him no matter where you go. He and your brother have become the best of friends much to your inconvenience.
It's become a very frustrating issue. So much so that you have an attitude every time he comes over. It would be easy to ignore him if not for the fact that the two bedroom apartment you and your brother has very aerated space. His laugh bounces off the walls and his voice carries even when he isn't being loud.
Take now, for instance. There's a whole party going on and you can still hear him laughing. You roll your eyes as you walk down the stairs. He spots you coming down from across the room and makes his way over.
"Let me talk to you for a minute."
You don't even have time to protest before he's pulling you to the guest room. You look around to make sure that your best friend isn't around. Luckily, she's chatting up some guy.
Hoseok shuts the door and pushes his body against the door."Why are playing with me, huh?"
"I'm not." You moan as he kisses your neck.
"You are. I told you I don't give a fuck about that shit you got going on with your friend. But you not gonna keep sitting in other people's faces."
"Hobi, we can't.." You trail off when his lips touch yours. That's all it takes for you to melt. Having forgotten everything else around you, you push your chest into him and pull him closer.
"I missed you, baby." Whispers against your lips as he squeezes at your waist. "I'm tired of this secret shit, Y/n. We grown as hell. If that girl can't handle it, then that's not our problem. I don't want to keep hiding this."
You can't stay away from him because you're not really trying. You only have yourself to blame. All it took was one smile too many and he had you riding him and calling out his name. You said that it was a mistake that shouldn't have happened. How does that make up for the second time? The fifth? The 14th?
It doesn't make up for the exchange of glances and smiles. It doesn't make up for the way you let him hold you in your sleep. The way he moans your name when he cums. The light kisses he gives you when you're sad, the back rubs when you're on your cycle. The massages you give him after his long days at work.
It does not make up for the way that you got Hoseok to fall completely in love with you. You didn't mean for it to happen but it did. It's complicated many things in your life, it's got you feeling like a liar. You feel like a traitor.
But betrayal never felt this good.
As Hoseok bends you over the dresser and pounds into you, you moan out his name. One hand is around your throat, while the other is pinning your wrists behind your back. Your eyes roll back as you cum. It drips down your thighs and Hoseok smiles at you through the mirror.
"Shit is crazy. The way you cumming on my dick and you expect me to hide? To let these boys at this party think you're free game. I should nut in this pussy and make you walk around like that."
You try to get your arms free as he he dips a little with each stroke. He slams against your ass as his tip touches your cervix.
"I should make you carry my fuckin kids around all night while you smile in that girl face."
Whines leave your mouth as you push yourself to your tip toes in an attempt to slow him down.
"Matter fact, hold this shit for me." He pushes into you as deep as he can. His cum bursts into you. There's so much of it, he smiles as his sticky liquid fills you.
He uses wet wipes to clean your thighs. He hands you your panties, watching in amusement as you try to put them on without letting his semen out. You glare at him when stand up straight and clench everything in your lower region.
With one hand on the doorknob, he kisses you and rubs your butt. He fixes your hair before opening the door. As you walk down the hall, he grabs you by your waist while you two still can't be seen.
"If it leaks, you got some explaining to do Y/n." He kisses your neck before walking off. Your best friend finds you shortly after.
"Girl where the hell you been? I found this fine ass man for you. Come on." She grabs your hand and pulls you through the party.
The men that she leads you to are two people you already know. Yoongi Min and his best friend.
The man that just gave you a load to carry. Hoseok smirks when he sees the way you're walking. He looks down at your thighs and is impressed with diligence.
"This is Yoongi, Hobi's friend. Isn't he cute?"
You look at your best friend and so does Hoseok. Since when does she call him Hobi? He clenches his jaw and stares at you.
The look in his eye makes you nervous as you stare back. You forget about your mission for a few seconds but with the amount that he came, that's all it takes.
"Y/n and I have something to say, actually." He looks down at your thighs and smirks to himself.
