It's Complicated (On Hold)

Chapter Two Adrienne

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Chapter Two Adrienne

"But he likes you! Why don't you give him a chance? If I were you, pshht, I'd do things to that boy in a heartbeat." Anais tells me.

I roll my eyes at her through the phone, "You're talking about Tommy right?" She's trying to convince me to give Tommy a chance. Ana always exaggerates when it comes to boys.

As best friends, you'd think I'd tell her everything... but I don't. Sometimes, little is more when it comes to secrets, and I have dark secrets.

I've never told her about that boy... the boy who broke my heart. There is a small but impressionable scar in my heart. I lack trust and faith and those are some of the key components to a good relationship. At least I think so.,,

She doesn't understand the humiliation and heartache that boy made me go through. It was that one time, that ONE time that I opened my heart without hesitation and he ripped it out of me like I wasn't a person with feelings. From then on, I distrusted boys. Because of him, I don't think I can get emotionally involved with any boy.

"Ana, I-... ugh, it just doesn't feel right. I do like him, but I can't go out with him. Don't you see how gorgeous that guy is? I'd have to level up to him if I ever want to be with him, and I won't do it. Just leave it at that. Ohkay?"

"Fine! One day though, one day you're going to tell me what is up with you and not riding the fine men that worship the ground you walk on." She's probably moving her hips and shaking her hand with attitude to match the ridiculous things that came out of her mouth. I know her too well.

"Yeah maybe- oh, my mom's calling me, I gotta go. See you later bitch." I hang up before she has a chance to say anything else.

Tommy's a great guy, lanky and tall. That's probably the one thing I say is mandatory in physical appearances when it comes to me dating. I just don't see myself dating a guy who's shorter than me.

So he makes the cut, but I can't help but have that feeling that our relationship would only last very long. When it comes down to relationships, you need to envision a couple of months together. I just didn't have that feeling with Tommy.

Hmm, Kristian, how tall are you?

No. No more thinking of him. No more wondering if he'll be taller than me or shorter, even though I know for a fact that he has to be taller than me.

My dad once told me that his brother was about his height, and he's 6'2". So what are the chances that he'll end up with the "short genes."

Knock on wood.

I have to do something today. If I start to think about that damn picture again, I'll give myself a headache. I decide to call my cousin, Jasmine. She is the craziest girl I have ever known, worse than Ana, but not horny. She definitely knows how to cheer me up.

"Ohkay, here's what we're gonna do. You... are going to wear that skin tight black dress that makes you look like Barbara Palvin with those black wedges I got for you this Christmas. I'm gonna be as hot or even better looking than you. Then, we're gonna go clubbing in the city. I've got connections chica, don't worry." I really hope Jaz isn't being serious. I only wear those clothes for family occasions because I know there can't be any chance of them staring at me, like I'm a piece of meat... I guess I'm afraid of that too, attention. I have issues.

"Alright. I'm going but do not leave me alone like the last time. I ended up calling a taxi. I don't think you know how much money it costs to bring myself home from New York back to Jersey. I'll see you at five." If she leaves me alone again... oh lord. I'll flip. I swear on my grave I'll flip on her.