27 // out of character

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𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟽: 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔?

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𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟽: 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔?

☀︎︎☾ * ੈ✩‧₊˚ꕥ˚* ੈ✩‧₊˚☽☀︎︎

Theo

I think I have a slight fear of rejection, which does set me up for failure in a lot of situations. I like being on the same playing field if that makes sense at all.

So maybe I can be a little impulsive.

A lot of the time.

I'll admit it.

I fucked up.

A lot.

I shouldn't have spoke to her like that, not matter what she did. I think I was possessed.

Shit.

Okay, I was pissed at the time.

So I did something out of character.

Was not a good move.

Obviously.

It was a very ineffective strategy on my part. I mean come on, what the fuck? Doing that random shit with a woman who was very clearly not Camilla-

"Why was that your first reaction?" Dr.Garcia asked reminding me exactly where I am.

"What?"

"Your first reaction was to make Camilla upset versus talking to her."

"I realize I messed up."

"You visibly regret it, that's clear," he started.

"Obviously."

"I think she pulls you out of your comfort zone."

I looked at him slightly bored, "How?"

"You don't know how she's going to react to your actions," he started once more.

I cut him off, "I don't really know how anyone is going to respond to my actions."

"Do you care?"

"What do you mean?"

"Do you care about how they react?"

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