My orchestra concert is tomorrow night. I am fucking terrified. I do stuff in that class, but I'm not sure what the hell we are gonna be playing. So.
" will I ever make sound?"
" WAVING THROUGH A WINDOWWWWWWW"
" waving?"
Wiggly
Feelings
Just gonna say, I cry my self to sleep most nights. And I don't get much sleep. I'm overloaded with school work and drama from my friends. My only escape is my lover and my music, and those two things are the only things that are keeping me sane.
I don't want so self diagnose but I know something is wrong. Homophobic people at my school yell at me, my life feels useless and I feel like a puppet most times, and I just wish there was someone or something that could save me from this.
Peace ✌️
