What.the.absolute.fuck. I have not been able to go to sleep at all. And I have to get up in 29 minutes. augh. What's the use. I'm so fucking tired of myself. I try and I try to keep my composure. But I'm fucking done. I'm sick and tired of my parents and family invalidating my feelings. I'm tired of having to be scared of my parents reaction if and when I come out. Maybe I'm the odd one out. Maybe there's a reason for all of this hatred and sadness on my shoulders. But all I know is that someone on this miserable earth needs me alive still. And I will stay on this earth until she's content :)
( fyi this isn't a cry for help, just explaining my feelings, I found a great way to do that with my friends too Lmao anyway)
