Hello reader! To whom is probably reading this I have a lot of shit to talk about. So yay! Content! Be happy, because this is really rare. So, Buckle your FUCKING seatbelt and get ready for this fucking boulder of content ^^
So basically this happened yesterday, I went to this trampoline park or whatever for my friends late bday party, and then I saw my ex. MY FUCKING EXXX- anyway so as you know, I have really bad social anxiety and anxiety in general; so my fight or flight instincts kicked in and I just froze. I FUCKING FROZE LIKE A GODDAMN WIMP. My friend was like "yo, you good man?" And naturally I just stood there and said "DOes it look like I am??" Obviously he didn't know why I was so fucking nervous about some shit, cause he switched schools so he didn't know what my ex looked like at all, and then fear struck me right in the chest. My mf-ing ex looked at me, smiled and then waved; and then proceeded to walk away. YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW PISSED I WAS WHEN THAT HAPPENED I WAS SO MAD. I was literally fuming for 5 1/2 minutes. My friend eventually calmed me down and stuff, which helped.
So that's all that happened on Saturday, but since todays Sunday I have some tea to spill abt today.
So it's my littlest cousins 2nd bday on Tuesday right? So we went to the aquarium for it, and I enjoyed my self UNTIL. I didn't realize one of my friends moms worked there until she started waving and calling my name. I was concerned cause 1: I didn't know who (atm) was calling my name, and who would know it? And 2: She wasn't calling me by my dead name. She was calling me by my preferred name and my parent don't know about it so I was like "oh shit, I'm in deep shit now" but nothing happened, I ignored her and just kept walking.
So that was my weekend, hbu guys?
