Flowers of Failed Feelings {MomoJirou}

Inconsistency

Jirou's POV:
"Hey Kyo, what's...Jirou, what happened?" Denki said, leading me into his room.

He closed the door and wrapped his arms around me.

"Jirou, why are you crying?"

I hid my sobbing face into his shirt. He patiently waited until I was ready to speak.

I pulled away from him and sat on his bed. He sat beside me, putting his arm over my shoulder.

"I have it for Momo."

"Makes sense."

"Denki, I'm going to die."

"Don't say that!"

"I'm actually serious. I can't let go of these feelings for her."

Coincidentally, I started coughing up petals. I looked at the vibrant petals in my hands.

"Y'know what's funny? Every time I look at these petals, I can't forget how beautiful they are. So deadly, but so beautiful. Kinda like Momo."

"Kyo, that's super cringy."

I laughed a little. I decided to tell him about what just happened.

"I think you should do the surgery."

"Me too."

He raised his brows, "I didn't expect you to agree."

"I mean, there's no way I can get her to love me back. At least we'll still be friends; it's probably better this way."

"When I first found out you had the disease, I did some research afterwards. I have the number of a doctor who handles this kind of stuff. You wanna make an appointment right now?"

"I guess."

He dialed the number and handed me the phone.

~

"My operation is in two weeks."

"Why would you schedule it that late?"

"I had no choice. Apparently, there are other people dealing with the same thing ."

"You better survive until then."

"I will. I guess I should stay away from her as much as possible for the time being. The thing is, I don't think she should be left alone right now."

"What do you mean?"

"Her mental state."

"Well, she has Todoroki. I'm sure he can help her with whatever she's dealing with."

I sighed, "I don't know."

Momo's POV:
"Was it the phone call?" Bakugo asked in the calmest voice I've ever heard from him.

"Yeah."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"I basically tried to come out to my mother, and it didn't work out."

"Aren't you dating..."

"Todoroki? That's another story."

"Did she get mad or something?"

"I told her that I was possibly in love with a girl, and her response wasn't that supportive."

"Then fuck her and her opinion."

I forgot I was talking to Bakugo here.

"The problem is I'm not sure if I do or don't. There's a part of me that says I do because I think I really really like this one girl. Then there's another part of me that says I don't, but that might be because of how my parents view homosexuality. I don't know what to think or do."