The Forgotten Bug

Secrets

(Chapter by Rosanatzangmaresca )
Marinette
"Chloe, darling," I say as we get to the hotel room.
"Yes, love,"she says.
    "Though I didn't want to worry you with my problems, and I really don't want to talk about it, I know I said would but I just can't," I tell Chloe.
"Marinette tell her," Tikki said in my head.
"No Tikki, I can't. I don't want to,"I reply with through telepathy.
Chloe walked up to me and put her arms around my neck, and she runs her right hand up my neck to the back of my head causing me to whimper.
"You couldn't possibly burden me with your problems darling . What's wrong?" Chloe says rubbing my head through my hair.
I can't tell her. I don't want to lose her. I have a few secrets and one is the I have a penis, I'm no longer human, and I haven't slept for a week before we left Paris and I've been surviving off black coffee with 20 or more shots.
"I... I don't want to talk about it, my love." I said while looking down I let out a whimper.
"You need to talk about what's bothering you, darling. What happened today... I was scared. I've never seen you like that. Please baby tell me," she said in a sad tone.
I need to get out of here for a little bit, I'm not ready.
"I.. I... I ca-can't right now I have to get out of her for while," I say in a upset tone.
I need a drink, and I think I know where to get some. I gently pulled away and made my way to the door.
I hear my baby say in a scared, sad tone, "Mari! Where are you going? Why can't you tell me what's wrong."
"I can't, I'm not ready," I say crying and whimpering.
Then, I booked it out the door. Once I'm all the way out of the hotel, I run to one of my aunts and uncles Warehouses. I hate that I'm running from my love, but I just can't. I f*cking can't. I need to get to that warehouse and fast because I can't turn here. Once I made it to one of the Uncle Jack's safe houses, I sniff the air for any scents around to see anyone's here. No one is here to my delight.
"Thank the kwamis, no one is here." I said in the opening.
"Marinette, why did you leave Chloe like that?" Tikki asks me.
"Pigtails, why did you leave like that?" Plagg asks.
"Because, I can't tell her or our friend's. I can't help but think if they know I'm no longer f*cking human, have a f*cking penis, that I haven't slept since the week before we left, and I've been f*cking surviving solely off of black coffees with 20 or more shots's in them, or the f*cking nightmare I have is them dying because of Hawkmoth, or them finding out my secrets that they'l get grossed out and hate me. I'm a f*cking wolf god, great guardian, and a tribrid!" I yell in the empty warehouse.
"I need a f*cking drink," I say while I walked to the kitchen and open one of the cabinets. I knew Uncle Jack kept her alcohol
"Aha, found ya' Mr. Jack Daniel's." I quietly said to myself.
I know the kwamis with me are looking at me, even though they know I drunk back home, as I got a glass and filled it the midway of the whiskey glass and then I took a sip.
"Mari, you know you can't keep drinking we're all worried about you," Tikki said in a worried tone while giving me sad eyes.
"I know Tikki but I'm scared," I replied as I take another sip from my drink.
"Pigtails, are you going back soon?" Plagg asks me.
"Yeah, in two hours," I replied sipping my whiskey.
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Chloe POV
"Mari! Where are you going? Why can't you tell me what's wrong." I said as I just watch darling run out of our room. Why can't my love just tell me what's going on? I got my phone out of my pocket and called Luka.
"Hey Bee, what's up?" Luka said on the phone.
Not bring able to take it any more, I cried on the phone.
"Hang on Chloe, we're coming to your guy's room okay?"?Luka asks me.
I could hear him tell the others 'come on guys let's go to their room.' over the phone.bLuka, Alix, Nino, and Kagami burst through my door.
"What happened?" Luka asked.
"Where's Mari?" Nino asked.
"What's going on?" Alix and Kagami asked all at the same time.
"Guys, I'll explain what happened," I say before doing just that.
They are all look shocked at what I say.
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