"Hello, Stephen? I call out. No answer, Hello?" Finally in walks Stephen. He says nothing and pulls me out of the crib. Thank God! I hate that thing. He carries me over to the changing table, cleans me up but leaves me bare. He carries me over to chair. Oh, no! I didn't listen! I forgot. I'm already crying then comes the SWATS! 5 to each cheek. "Daddy, I'm Sorry, I forgot. I didn't mean to. He kisses my forehead and tells me it's alright.
" Baby girl, your still learning and that's ok but I have to punish you so you can learn, how else will you remember? " Stephen I mean Daddy, gives me a hug and lays me on the changing table. He puts a special cream on that soothes the burning and the creams, powder and diapers me up.
"Princess Daddy is so proud you used your diaper at nap. It's one of the rules. In fact I think your ready to hear them. Are you hungry? Yes Daddy I replied. Stephen, I mean Daddy carries me to the kitchen and sits me in pink high chair embroidered with gold. Buckles me and ties my hands down. Daddy, how am I going to eat?" Snap! I hear a can pop open. He laughs " Silly girl, babies can't feed themselves. Daddy has to feed you. "
Stephen's POV
My silly little Princess thought she was going to feed to herself. I look over and see her confused expression. When I tell her daddy has to feed her I see her eyes widen with shock. I see her trying to free her hands but between the mittens and the areas combined it absolutely impossible. I walk over to the table with a can mixed pears and apples thinking she'd like fruit first before I try veggies in her. She looks so shocked and worried. Shh... It's ok baby, this good is yummy. You need to eat so just say ah and make this go easy please.
Hell No! No way I'm eating baby food! This guy is a freak I think to myself. Daddy goes to give me a bite but then he stops. I look at him confused he gets up momentarily and returns with a bib. Snaps it around my neck and sits back down. Open up for daddy he says. I keep my mouth shut. "I want real food, you don't possibly expect me to..." He shoves the spoon in my mouth. I try to spit what I can out then daddy tells me if I do it again that I will get spankings. Those hurt and so I comply. I'm full how is that even possible I wonder? Daddy gets up and he returns with a bottle. Ok baby time to drink. Milk, thank goodness. I do Love milk. Daddy cleans me up and takes me out of the chair. He carries me into what looks like a living room. In the corner I see this huge playpen and a swing off to the side of the couch where a end table should have sat. He sits down and lays me at an angle. He shoves the bottle into my mouth and begin to drink, then I choke! This isn't milk! I say aloud "Princess it's formula you need nutrients to gain some of your strength back." I shake my head no. You want spankings again he says in demanding tone. No, Daddy, please not spankings. Then drink he says and again I comply. I hate calling him daddy. I hate this diaper, my clothes, the crib everything about this place. I just want to go home. I began to cry. Tears pouring down my face. "What's wrong with Princess, please don't cry, Daddy's here." He looks me and I remain silent he picks me and puts my head on his shoulder. I continue to cry as he pats my back. BURP! I surprisingly let out this loud belch. Baby girl, you were gasy he says as let's out a small chuckle. Still in tears he stands up and places me into the swing. "My grumpy baby has a long day, I know it's an adjustment for you I get it, but soon you'll feel right at home." Yea, not happening I think to myself. He buckled me up and places a pacifier into my mouth. I immediately spit it out. He goes to grab it and shoves it back in. Once again, I spit it out. " I've had enough and I refuse to suck on a pacifier. Stephen, I mean Daddy oh, fuck this! shit he looks at me and sits the pacifier down. He walks away and shortly returns with pacifier gag. I begin to shake my head shouting no, no! I tell don't! "Sorry Princess but you leave no choice, your being naughty and won't keep the pacifier in so, until you can learn to keep it this will have to do," and then straps the gag around me. In order to keep the spit from building up inside my mouth I find that I have to suck on the pacifier. Daddy then kisses me on the forehead and tells me good girl. He hits a switch on the swing and I begin to sway back and forth. He turns the tv on and puts on some singing baby shows. Nursery Rhymes turned into songs and even lullaby songs play. I stare at the screen unable to look anywhere as when I try I become dizzy. Daddy goes and grabs a book off the shelf, the I hear a drink being poured. When in view again I see him sit in the recliner kiddie cornered from me with a glass in one hand and the book in the other. He slowly sips and reads. I watch him occasionally flip the pages when the tv goes to commercials and think to myself how much I took my life for granted. Some time passes and I have caught myself dozing in and out of sleep. "I'm Princess, let's stop this and get out. You can't sleep yet it's lunchtime then you can have your afternoon nap." How many naps is gonna make me take I wonder. I'm not even really tired. I was just bored. Same routine as this morning. I get put into my highchair. WTF! I mean the highchair. It's not mine, I'm a grown up I remind myself. He straps me in, locks my arms up, locks my table in places and snaps on a bib. This one says daddy's little Princess. I laugh sarcastically but Daddy thinks I'm being cute. "Awe, my baby likes this bib, I'll remember that later" Dumbass I say. Oh Shit! He looks at me. "Excuse me baby girl, what words did you just say?" I keep my mouth shut and just shake my head no like I didn't say anything. Daddy knows better though and tells me I better speak up or else.....
Stephen's POV
I am at counter making my sweet little Aurora her lunch when I hear her say Dumbass then Oh Shit. I stop and then around to look at her, she knows I heard her. I want her to repeate what she said but she refuses and shakes her head as if nothing was said. I tell her to speak up or else! She looks at me with fear in her eyes and then looks away. She won't answer me. Ok Princess we are going to eat lunch because you need you nutrients. Next time you will not get lunch and don't think you have got off scott free because after lunch before nap your going to get spankings. I hate giving them to her and I know they hurt but she just has to learn. She starts to cry and I comfort her the best I can and so explain how it's for own good. Bad language is not something that babies need to know Princess, I promise you that soon will not remember all those nasty words once they are forgotten the spankings will cease when it comes to bad words. And, I told you already about nasty words but yet you still disobey. I shake my head sadly and sit down next her. Open up baby. It's raviolis.
Raviolis oh good real human food, I tell myself. My tears slow to a sniffle. When he gets angry I get scared and I hate this spankings. I am still scared for after lunch but I am starving. Daddy gets a spoon and does an airplane dive into my mouth, I gladly accept and in comes the raviolis. I go to chew and spit it all out. It gets all over the place and Daddy looks at me angrily, it's all over his nice suite. What is that? That's no raviolis. It taste like Shit! Uh,oh, fuck me I cursed again "Baby Girl, don't do that again and don't think I didn't that nasty word come out your mouth. You eat your raviolis and eat them all. Your already in a lot of trouble and I don't want to punish you any further he says in a deep, and serious tone. He's looking at me with fire in his eyes. OMG! He wants me to respond. Scared I softly whisper yes, daddy. Now open up he says and I do. I eat it all up and Daddy repeats the routine of this morning. I drink my milk and begin to dose off but not before I see the package of baby food that reads reads pick-ups Chicken and carrot ravioli in tomato sauce. If course baby food, why didn't I know that. I barely see anything now as I drift off all I see is Daddy kissing my and laying me down, covering me up with teddy in my arms and plop in a paci goes and I began to suckle.
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Forever Regressed, Daddy's Princess
AcakMy name is Stephen Richardson, 32 and heir to the Richardson and Sons Vineyards. I never wanted this place, I never asked to run a million dollar company but yet here I am 4 years after my father's passing and as miserable as ever, that was until I...