Survive - Arrow Fanfiction

Chapter Sixteen

His heart is pounding erratically in his chest as he struggles to wrap his head around what's just happened.

Slade lies back slowly, his body completely spent. His shoulder is throbbing and his head is all over the place. It has been a long time since he has had a woman, and it has been even longer since he has had a woman that he cares for. Olivia curls into him, her soft breasts pressing into his side as he wraps an arm around her and pulls her closer. She throws a leg over his and pushes her pelvis against his thigh, and he has to suck in a sharp breath as he feels the evidence of their coupling.

He has no idea how long they lie there, each too wrapped up in one another to consider breaking the silence. It feels as though a weight has been lifted off of his chest now that he has finally allowed himself to give into this thing between them. Olivia is not the naive girl who stumbled into his life all of those months ago. She's strong and brave, and has a heart that sees the goodness in the darkest of people.

It twists something deep in the pit of his stomach that he once considered killing her, but he reminds himself that he is not the same man who pressed his blade against her throat and threatened to cut it open.

She's a pain in his ass, but he wouldn't change her for the world.

Eventually, Olivia grinds her hip down against his thigh, and he knows that the time for contemplation is over. Swallowing back a groan at the wet heat of her cunt against his skin, Slade tightens his hold on her but it's no use as Olivia sits up and straddles his hips. Slade takes a breath and he raises his hands to trace the curve of her waist with the intention of stopping her but his traitorous hands slowly travel down and cups her pert ass.

Olivia gives him that small amused smile that makes his head spin and bites her lip as she bares her hips down. They are both breathing hard as she runs her hands down his chest and across his stomach. Her eyes leave his face, curiously watching her fingers trace every scar on his body as she explores the map of his skin. Her eyes tighten on the healing bullet wound on his shoulder. He squeezes her thigh in gratitude, because no words can ever express how grateful he is that she ignored his words and saved his life.

Slade clenches his jaw and fights for control as she slowly leans down, her long hair closing them off from the rest of the world. Despite himself, Slade can't help it when his eyes flick down to her breasts. His hands wander up her hips of his own accord, but he catches himself and tightens them around her hips. He aches to cup her breasts, to take a nipple into his mouth and lavish her in the way that she deserves. He looks up at her then and the heat that is coming from her eyes makes him want to squirm, and then they are kissing again. He is not a young man by any means, yet his body responds quickly to Olivia Queen as his hardening cock quickly proves. The groan that tears from his throat is one of desperation as she slides her slick cunt against his cock and it's all too fucking much-

"Olivia," he groans, his hands tightening on her hips to stop her. "No."

"Yes," she hisses, baring her hips down as the tip of his cock enters her.

"We can't," Slade grounds out, his jaw clenching as he struggles not to let her sink down. He can endure days of torture by the most brutal methods known to mankind, yet it is no greater torture than to say those words. The memory of being buried inside of her is painfully fresh in his memory, and the thought of it not happening again is painful.

Olivia pauses. She looks down at him incredulously as she sits up. "What?"

"It was a mistake. Forgive me. It can't happen again."

Olivia flinches at his words and sucks in a shuddering breath as he wraps his hand around her thigh and gently squeezes. His brow furrows as she looks away from him and shakes her head slightly.