𝑀𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓈 𝒶 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁

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Alpha POV

"You need to stop"

I clench my jaw biting down on the white piece of cloth that was put in my mouth. I grip on the fabric pushing myself up but was push back down quickly as the belts that wrap around my ankle and wrist tighten. She grabs a wet cotton ball slobbering a green liquid all over my hip and all over the bruises. I catch my breath groaning realizing we were just getting started.

I bite down on the cloth even harder as she began covering it with a wet hot cloth. "Slow down" I growl.

"It seems like your condition is getting worse" She speaks moving up covering the smaller bruises. I groan as she lightly presses on them. "She didn't even touch me as much." I quickly say as I catch my breath. I grip on the fabric under me feeling the pitching race threw my stomach and hips. "This is bull shit". I throw my head back as she places a hot cloth over them.

"Have you found a cure to this ridiculous condition" She shakes her head "it's a very rare condition. So far it seems as if you're the first to ever have it" she gets up and I trail her with my eyes. She sits the trey next to my legs and began applying liquid to another Cotten ball. "Wait" i say catching my breath. "I can see that it's hard for you Alpha and theses aren't any regular bruises, but we can't let history repeat itself to what happened last time. Let me tend to it quickly" I nodded and let her do her work

God this is going to fucking hurt.

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She unbuckles the belts of my ankles and began removing them off my wrist. I rub my wrist as the belt left a mark from me moving around. "You got here just in time. The bruises seem to be healing just fine. Just don't push yourself" I scoff "I don't need your sympathy. Just do your job and shut up" I began moving out from the bed and head toward the mirror "My apologizes Alpha " She bows avoiding eye contact.

I stare at the mirror scanning myself. God, I look fucking horrible. My hair was now messy due from me moving around so much. Bags already started to peek out as I didn't sleep much last night. I did nothing but walk to the other side of the mansion to avoid her sent. It did nothing but tease me and I didn't want to give in again. Although deep down I wanted nothing but her. But I couldn't, I'm never going to give theses fuckers that live inside me the satisfaction. Especially not from her. My stomach was covered in bandages to keep hold the medication that was put on the bruising. They hurt like hell but the treatment help. I couldn't help catching my own eyes. The grey that was once bright wasn't there anymore. It seems like it was a pool of darkness. No light reflected off of them. Nothing but disgust and hate for myself filled them. This wasn't normal. Nothing about me was normal and it broke me. It ruined me. So now I sit and accept it. I'm just a monster and there's no stopping it. Closing my eyes, I began taking a deep breath.

Till the second moon.

"You can excuse yourself" I say continuing to button my shirt back up. "Yes Alpha" she says opening the door "Eveleigh," i interrupt her leave. She stops and I see her shiver. She began facing towards me again. I stare at her threw the mirror while finishing up the last buttons on my shirt "if word gets out about this it's your head and theirs" She swallowed nodding lightly "you don't want people to die, right" "I don't" she quietly spoke.

"Go"

She bows again "Thank you for having me Alpha" and quickly makes her way out the door. Waiting till the door closes I grab the hem of my shirt lifting it up again to peek at the bandages again. I curse myself out for bluntly acting stupid yesterday. But I couldn't help thinking about her.