Broken But Vengeful (SnapeXReader) Book 2

7

I walked into the kitchen to find Severus leaning against the counter eating an apple.

"Morning." He said.

"Hi." I walked over to the fridge to find something to eat but nothing looked good.

"So I was wondering something."

I closed the fridge and turned to him. "What?"

"It's about last night." He said.

I knew this was coming and I was dreading it. "What about it?" I asked.

I was such an idiot last night.

"Well, you kissed me."

I slowly nodded my head. "I did."

He pushed off the counter and walked over to me. "Why?"

I shrugged.

"Have you figured out how you feel about me?"

"I- I think so."

"And?"

"I like you. But it can't go anywhere."

"Why not Y/N?" He asked, annoyed.

"Severus, I am a target now. I know I am going to die soon and I refuse to do that to you."

"So you do love me?"

"Of course I do. I never stopped."

"So do you think you really forced me to love you?"

"I am done with this conversation." I turned to head upstairs but he grabbed my wrist.

"Y/N, please." He begged.

I reached out and took control of his body. His eyes widened. One by one his fingers straightened and my arm fell from his grasp. I took a step away from him. "You will not touch the dark lord." I said in a low, warning tone.

I left the kitchen and headed upstairs.

Only when I was back in my room did I let go of his body.

I sighed. Why can't he just let me go? He deserves more than a heartless monster. He deserves someone who will love him. Someone who isn't the dark lord. Because Voldemort wasn't capable of love, and I am just like him.

Severus P.O.V:

I heavily sat down in a kitchen chair. My whole body felt heavy. I can't believe she used her powers on me.

I know she wants me to step back from her and leave her alone but, how is that possible when I know that she's the love of my life? I just..... I don't know what to do anymore, and it's driving me crazy.

Y/N P.O.V:

Emma materialized in front of me.

I had been sitting in my room all day not knowing what to do. Being dark lord was honestly quite boring most of the time.

I groaned. "What now Emma?"

"You need to get your shit together."

"You think I don't know that?"

The past few days I haven't been the real me. Not really. I have put on a mask. I played a ruthless killer who doesn't give a fuck. Voldemort's power has granted me a gift of being able to suppress my emotions or cut them off completely, as if emotions don't exist in my brain. I know that I hate being dark lord. I know that I love Severus. I know that I miss Emma. I know that I hate myself. I know all of it god damn it! But I can't act on any of it or else I become weak.

"Well you sure don't act like it Y/N." Said Emma.

"Either way its none of your business."

"I think it is."

"How?"

"Well you have a whole manhunt going on for Alecto because she helped in my parents and I murder. That means that you still care. You still have emotions and you're just lying to yourself and others."

I bit the inside of my cheek. Anger spread throughout all my limbs. A cold icy rage. "Get out." I said in a low voice.

"No. You know that I am right."

My head snapped to her. "Even if you are right, what right does that give you to pry about it huh? None! You have no fucking idea what its like to be the dark lord so shut the fuck up and go continue to be dead!" I screamed. I felt my anger take control and my magic felt unstable.

"Y/N."

"Shut the fuck up!" I screamed with all my might. A large gust of wind swept through the room even though the window and door were both closed. My hair whipped around my face, Books fell off the shelves, papers went everywhere, and paintings fell off the wall.

Emma's eyes widened.

I was standing in the middle of a tornado in my own room. Nothing hit me. A book flew through Emma.

I should have been afraid. I should have but I wasn't.

So much power..... Purred the female voice.

I welcomed the voice. At Least it was familiar.

"Y/N stop!" Yelled Emma.

Why should I listen to her? It's not like it's hurting anyone and it feels good to let my raw power out.

Emma had a look of horror on her face when she started to evaporate away.

Once she was gone I pulled the power back into me. The items that were flying around the room fell to the ground with a thud.

All of a sudden the door to the room burst open and Severus ran in keeping his focus on me. "What the hell just happened in here?"

I shrugged.

He took his eyes off me and took in the destroyed room. His eyes got big.

When he finally looked at me I could see the terror in his eyes. I could practically smell it on him. He was afraid of me. Good. It will make everything easier.

"Y/N, are you ok?" He asked.

"Of course!" I smiled. "I just got a little bored. Now if you don't mind I am a bit busy right now."

He stared at me.

"Fine if you wont leave I will make you leave." I shrugged and took control of his body. I made him turn around and walk out the door.

Hmm I wonder....

I reached my magic toward the door knob and locked it. I smirked.