If Two Boys Kissed

Chapter 3

I can't believe we are sharing a bed. Its a good thing Tyler has got a big bed, otherwise that would intensify the awkwardness of the situation by 50%. Well I'm on the left and he's on the right, fast asleep. But I can't sleep at all. Moslty because something just rolled onto me??? I look over to see Tyler on my shoulder. He's beautiful when he's sleeping. And creep of the year award goes to James, for perving on Tyler. Could you call that perving? God he brings the gay out of me. Not that I like him or anything. I push him off and he stirs a bit. Oh god. His eyes flicker open and I shut mine at once. I try to even out my breathing so he doesn't relise im awake, not that I have any idea why I wouldnt want him knowing. "Hey, you awake?" His voice sounds so croaky. "Yeah, I'm awake." I reply, not any point in pretending to sleep. "What do you wanna do then?" I'm really not sure to be honest. "We could go for a walk and just chat for a bit?" That's a stupid idea. "Sounds good." Well not stupid to him obviously. So we get out of the bed and head downstairs and out the door.

"Let's just ask eachother questions and we've got to answer them truthfully." Tyler suggests, I nod. "You can go first" I say, just so I have sometime to think of a question. "Whats your middle name?" he asks, an odd question. "William" Now my turn to ask him something. "Favourite movie?" "Spiderman!" his eyes glimmering, I knew he liked that movie a lot. "How many sexual partners have you had?" I froze. "Uh, just one." "Oooh what was she like? Was she pretty?" Oh no. I stood there in silence, staring at the patterns in the concrete. "James? Did she really break your heart or something?" He hasn't caught on yet. "It's not that." Please to god he doesn't work it out. "Am I wrong in thinking it's a girl?" His toned changed from enthusiastic to a more serious one. My eyes widened and I turned to look at his face, which showed no emotions. "I-uh, um... I'm sorry!" and I bolted, not wanting to be seen by him. "James! Come back here!" Tylers voice echo's from behind me. Oh crap! He is so mad. I think I can see a park ahead, maybe I can lose him there.

"James for fucks sake!" I turn to see Tyler closing in on me, I then bash into a tree and fall to the ground. Hes got me. "James what the hell?" I'm sorry "You just bashed into a fucking tree!" He lets out a breath. "Are you ok? I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. I'm sorry." "Yeah I'm fine. And you don't need to be sorry, I'm sorry." His serious face changes to a more sympathetic one. "So, are you gay? It's totally ok if you are." I turn to look at him. "Yeah I am." He smiles. "If it makes you feel any better, I'm bisexual." Thank god. "Well, up you get." He puts out his hand, offering to help me up. I take it and I'm off the gravel and on my feet. I've now just noticed how blue Tyler's eyes are, and how they sparkle in the moolight. He's looking into my eyes also, not that they are much to look at. His hand reaches up to caress my chin, and he pulls me in. I shut my eyes, and gently press my lips against his. This had to be magic. I've never kissed anyone like this before. Our lips fit perfectly together. It's like I was made for him, and he was made for me. We pull apart, allowing ourselves to breathe. Tyler lets go of my face and looks down at the ground. I look up at his face, the moonlight catches a single tear, rolling down his cheek. "Tyler? Why are you crying?" I put my hand on his shoulder but he shrugs it off. "Tyler?" I repeat, hoping to get an answer. "This was a mistake. You have to leave." I feel my eyes welling up and I turn and run. I don't know where I'm going but I just need to be away from him. He's right. This was a mistake.