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suck it up // h.ran

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warning! cuts and bruises, cursing, ran being an asshole, female reader.

who would've thought that ran haitani would've come across you in the middle of the night with cuts and bruises on his face, and he was totally not expecting for you to help him with it, but being the nice girlfriend you are, of course going to help him patch and clean it up.

"you're honestly scaring the soul out of me with all of this bruises and cuts on your face" telling him with a straight yet worried tone, he just clicked his tongues at your words, he was not really in the mood to be talking to anyone since the thought of losing in a fight makes him looked like a complete fool to everyone and his reputation

"can you just shut the fuck up about it and just clean it" his voice was rough to you, you totally understand that he was not in the right mood to talk to anyone right now, but god fuckin damn can he relax on you for a bit?

letting out a tiny sigh at his words you keep on patching his fucked up face up as gentle as you can, not wanting to hear him hiss from the sting that was caused by the alcohol.

you knew that you should've just shut up right then and there, you knew better than this, but WHY didn't your mouth stop running

"i know you're a top delinquent and all ran, but can you please be a lot more careful" god damn you and your loud mouth just won't shut the fuck up huh?

"can you seriously just shut up? it's pissing me off with your mouth going left and right, your making it sounded like as if you knew what's actually happening"

ah.. there it is again, his tongue really stabbed you right on the heart, you already knew where this is going, so why did you keep on talking? this is your own fault anyway, you should've known better than this.

"sorry" was all you could let out from your mouth, you couldn't let the tears fall off right now right? just suck it up for a bit.

it took ran sometime to realized what he just spit from his mouth, he was too caught up in his own emotions to even realized what he said to you, oh how he feel so horrible, he feel so disgusted in himself

"y/n-" you stopped his words by flashing him a soft smile, while picking up the stuff and the bloodied cotton as you kept on cleaning the bathroom not minding his shocked and guilty state

"it's fine." you stand up from your place and walk out from the bathroom, his poor figure was sitting there looking at your tiny figure walking towards your room

closing the door behind you while your attention was fully on the floor, letting out a heavy sigh as your tears that were threatening to fall from you face has finally slipped off

"fuck" you cursed to yourself, it was you fault that you didn't shut up when clearly ran was not in the right mood to talk to, hell you even talked about his delinquent world making it sounded like some kind of a child's play.

letting yourself fall to the floor as a river of your tears keeps on falling, wiping it off wouldn't do much since it doesn't seem like it's gonna stop anytime now

letting yourself curl up into a ball on the cold floor, you decided to just sleep your emotions off, while ran on the other hand..

panic overtook his emotions now, who cares about him losing the fight at this point, what the actual fuck were you thinking ran? you and your cursed anger

he wasn't the type of person to comfort someone since he's never cared for anyone in his life other than himself (and his brother), the only physical touch or physical affection he ever gave to you was hand holding and few pecks on your temple and that's it.

you never really had a problem with it since you totally understand that he's not a physical affection type of guy, but at this point he's the one that felt bad for not giving you comfort right now, he should've been on your side right now, hugging you saying his sorry and giving you comfort, but he's not.

letting out a heavy sigh from his mouth, he decided to give you some time to let yourself calm down, since he was supposed to be home by now he tried to think of a way to apologize to you, he then thought of way to tell you without waking you up.

you were woken up by the sunlight shining right on your face, making you squint from the sudden brightness, you then realized that you were sleeping on the floor with tears stain on your cheeks, you stand up from your place trying to look at yourself on the mirror, god you look like a wreck, stretching your whole body as you stand there for a a few seconds trying to recollect your still sleepy mind, you finally collect your mind as you you walked your way towards the door, you opened the door only to be greeted by a bucket of rose on the floor with a bag of food sitting besides it, you crouched to look at the flower closer only for you to find a note at the top of it

i really fucked up last night, i'm really sorry that i let my own emotion's took over me and let it out on you, I'm not even blaming it on my emotion's at the this point, I'm gonna blame it on my own dumb self, so please take this flower and food that i bought for you, I'll make it up to you later at 5pm, you can even turned me into your punching bag later if it means for you to forgive me, so please accept this for now, just wanted to remind you that no matter how angry i am at you I'll always love you to death.

- ran haitani

you chuckled at his words on the letter and let a small yet visible smile creeped up to your face, you really just can't fully hate him huh?