"Here." Mark offered me a slim glass with red substance in it. It doesn't look like the blood-like substance which is just punch. It kinda look like an alcohol.
I took it anyway and slowly drink it. "Drink it slowly." Mark suggested. As I put down the glass, the image slurred back from mind.
"I need to ask him who was that girl." Mark gave me a pitiful look. I know our best friend bond has been affected but he's the only one I have right now. And I'm thankful for his presence. "Maybe it was an accident. Or.. Or.." I suddenly felt the urge to punch Jr's face. If he was going to flirt with other girls then he shouldn't have asked me to come. It won't hurt that he makes out with other girls and I didn't know.
"Or?" Mark refilled my glass even though it wasn't even empty. "There are a lot of options, Yungri. Its up to you what to think. I think its not the right move to just ask him indirectly."
"Then how am I going to know?!" I asked desperately. I drank the whole content of alcohol all the way to my throat. And it sucked big time. I hate the smell and taste and I never ever want to get drunk.
"Its up to him." Mark says. "If he tells you about what happened then he's guilty and he wouldn't want you to get hurt. If he wouldn't tell you, then there's more to those kisses."
Thinking about the kiss makes me sick. Thinking more than those kisses makes me want to rip off that girl's ugly dress.
That slutty Minnie mouse costume is gonna rip off. R.I.P. off.
"Where are you going?" I don't have the mood to answer Mark. I walk straight up to wherever my legs would take me. I found myself standing on the same spot Jr and that Minnie mouse were making out.
Where are those kissing bastards?
I went to the backyard and saw more than five couples making out on my way there. I was sure to check if any of them were the two.
"Yungri! Wait!" Mark grabbed hold of my hand and pulled me close to him. I was a little tipsy because of alcohol and was nearly dragged. "What on Earth are you going to do?"
"Just *hiccup* giving them some lecture about *hiccup* kissing in public."
Mark shot me a concerned look. "Yungri... Your probably drunk. I'll get you home."
"No! I'm *hiccup* fine. Thank you. How about you?" And then I laughed abnormally. I dont even have the strength to stop my tongue now that I'm drunk.
"Come on, Yungri." Mark pleaded. I walk encircling Mark and making fun of him. I hold unto his waist to avoid falling.
I landed my eyes to the other edge of the pool.
There he was. The infamous amnesia jerk whose now a kissing bastard.
I froze in my place and Mark looks up to where I was looking.
Jr has his hands all over the Minnie mouse slut and the rodent has her hands to his pants.
I better stop their horny hormones before I get a shit-load of jealousy and anger.
Mark tried to get me out of there but I didn't. I won't move until those two knows that I'm here.
I took off my sandals and threw the right one to Jr. He flinched and looked at me.
His eyes were shocked and I hint a little embarrassed from his face. I the my left shoe to the Minnie mouse slut. Mark hugged me from behind. Locking me up so that I wouldn't kill these two.
"What's wrong? Can't continue making out when the GIRLFRIEND is here?!" I'm now making a scene. If I wasn't drunk, I would be crying and begging for Jr to stop but because alcohol won over me, I am not ashamed one bit.
"Yungri, let's go."
"No! Mark, lets stay here first. Let's wait what these two will do." Jr stood up and walked over to me.
"Don't you dare come close to her." Mark grabbed me behind him and hides me.
"Look, Yungri..."
"No, Jr. You listen. Your an asshole and an amnesia jerk. Yes, I know that you break a lot of girl's hearts and yes, your heart was broken too. And to think that I almost believed that your old self was gone! I was really really wrong about you. About us!"
"There's nothing wrong about us!" Jr yelled. That's when tears stream down my eyes.
"I thought so. I thought so too."
I ran away from there and even ran past Meredith and Jackson. "I need space." I said to Meredith before I stormed off that party.
My feet kinda hurt because I was running bare foot but that isn't the one hurting me.
The worst part?
Is that Jr never said sorry. He never said that she was just a slut. He never explained how he loved me more than that girl. No. There was nothing.
The song nothing by the script runs through my mind. Fuck all those Minnie mouses out there. I'm out here all alone and crying and hurting.
My hope regained when I heard footsteps getting nearer. I hoped it was Jr.
But it wasn't.
Mark hugged me tight from the back. "I'm sorry I don't know what to do."
I let him hug me for awhile and then separated from the hug.
"Mark, I still am happy that your here and not letting me go." He pulled me for a hug.
And from that picture I was happy.
That he and I are both okay. Even though I'm not so sure with Jr.
We all went home by 11. Meredith and Jackson gets inside first leaving me and Mark an alone time.
"Thank you. For being there. Being here. And always being wherever." I laughed a little and then felt silent.
"No biggy." He leaned closer and kissed my forehead. It was warm and safe. I felt good about it all of a sudden. "Good night. Sweet dreams. I love you."
Then he turned the engine of his motor bike and stormed off.
